Tie a Rainbow
(Note: While reading today's issue of "Brooke's Wonderful Life" please imagine that it is a cartoon. Thank you.)
Yeshterday was full of mis haps, turns and twists. You could say I'm confused. More confused then... me confused. I have no idea what is going on in my "love life". I was hurting though. BUT THEN! *sound effects* The clouds spread and (gothic *wanna be*) Church Boy came through the opening! *Holy music* In other words... He called me on the phone and cheered me up two days ago, and called me again yesterday.
I was SUPER DUPER HYPER yesterday. Like... whoa... RICIOUS. I was RI-DIC-A-LICKA-LOUS (Ridiculous)! I turned on some Rufio (Above me) and some FOOT LOOSE, and had the girls come dance with me. I must say they are better dance partners then my little brother. They really got a kick out of the whole head banging thing. DID MY CRAZINESS STOP THERE? Oh no no no, my friend, It did not. I ran out into the living room and BAM! Tickled the heck outta Connie. I lerked around the corner into the bathroom and BAM! Tickled Emma 'til she stoped snorting and laughing. You think I stopped there? You are wrong, my reader, wrong. I stomped into the girl's playroom acting like I was a big bad monster who was going to knock over their blocks. *In very manly voice* "I... AM.... BLOCK BULIDING MONSTER.... WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO BUILD YOUR BUILDING?... YOU NO LIKE MY BUILDING?... Well I give you Office with window!...No good?... I GIVE YOU OFFICE WITH 3 WINDOWS!...This green block is a food court... This other block thing...well... It's just here to make it look pretty...WHAT... YOU NO LIKE BUILDING? Well... here is moving side walk!... You no like my art? I WILL BE GOING!" Then I left. It was the strangest thing.
I was talking to Gothic *wanna be* Church boy 'til late last nite. He had to get off the phone at 10:30 ... so he just talked to me online... through the talking thingy. You should hear this boys voice.. its delishous. HAHA. *pets little Church boy... *cough june cough* *
Mmkay well get this... NATHAN MELBY LIED TO ME MORE THEN ONCE. Does he want to be with me? NOO. He said "things never felt quite right when i was with you, i guess i wasnt doing you any favors not telling you". His loss. I'll still see the child, probably. *Pets Bridget* Have at him. THE LIAR. Not you, him.
I've noticed that i've changed to much... for the worst. I'm pretty much always upset. I don't want to be anymore. I've gotten so sick of love that I twisted the meaning. I've gotten so friggen tired of hearing that "so and so loves so and so" because they are stupid and use love out of the ying yang like its NOTHING. I believe in love at first sight... yet I don't believe in people loving each other after a week. I've become stupid. I hate what i've become. I completely hate who I am. I'm evil and horrible.
CreasedRainbows: I have..
CreasedRainbows: no
CreasedRainbows: i havent
CreasedRainbows: I noticed
Rockmesox: lol
CreasedRainbows: that i am just
CreasedRainbows: an Emo girl. ):
CreasedRainbows: lol
Rockmesox: Me as well
Rockmesox: lol
CreasedRainbows: lol
Rockmesox: Ive known it
Rockmesox: FOREVERRR
Rockmesox: lol
CreasedRainbows: I didnt
CreasedRainbows: because... well... I enjoy really hard core music, ya know?
Rockmesox: So do I'
CreasedRainbows: and oldies
Rockmesox: It dosnt really have alot to do withthte music its the way you act
Rockmesox: And the way you feel
Rockmesox: Yes yes wise words of heather
Rockmesox: ehhe
CreasedRainbows: ohh
CreasedRainbows: *pets*
I was going to spend my time showing off my 8th grade dance pictures but you can just go there and stare at them. I must say I LOVE the one of Kaitlin and I.
When I get back in July (mom says "Dad will understand that you miss every here. This is your home. I'm shure he will bring u back... and understand") Cas (pink haired girl) is going to put pink streaks in my hair. This chick has the brightest pink hair, it's awsome. I'm getting these RICIOUS glasses. They are like EVERYONE elses spet they have orange on the inside. They are those black ones all the Emo's wear.. lol. But I gots the orange on the inside. I hope I can get them in pink... or take them somewhere to get them pink. *hopes*
This Saturday im taking this "baby sitting" course. It's not something i would do if i was down in Tampa... because I would be with my friends but it gives me something to do. I'm also gettin my digital camera! SAWEET! Heather is coming some time this month and I really hope Allie can too. WARPED TOUR HERE WE COME!!!!!! WOO HOO! I can not wait 'til i have enough for my dress... it's ganna make me feel like a princess.
I have a lonnnnnng month ahead of me. Baby sitting, Heather, Allie, doing my journal, Mandy's journal, probably Allie's again, and being upset. I'm going to get stuff to draw with... because i'm not half bad. I should really spend a day of each week writing... or an hour every day.
I can not wait to get back. Jamie (KUDOS on the 40 hours 20 mins) and I are going to take pictures. I'm ganna sleep over and we are pretty much just going to take pictures. I wanted to go to a grave yard. My uncles is to far away.. but we are going to her dad's. It's ganna be a blast. The whole sonics thing... we are ALL doing that. Comment if your in on it. I need to go to the beach some time.
I hope my dad gets the laser disc up soon. I want to watch Breakfast club and dead poets society. I love his movies. To bad when i was a kid i recorded over Ferris Buler's Day Off.... SO now is just ... Sonic the Headhog.
This is a freakishly long entry so i'm going to stop... right now. Ta ta! TTFN. ( i can't wait to be able to get my "big little book of Pooh" its ganna be soo ricious)
Yeshterday was full of mis haps, turns and twists. You could say I'm confused. More confused then... me confused. I have no idea what is going on in my "love life". I was hurting though. BUT THEN! *sound effects* The clouds spread and (gothic *wanna be*) Church Boy came through the opening! *Holy music* In other words... He called me on the phone and cheered me up two days ago, and called me again yesterday.
I was SUPER DUPER HYPER yesterday. Like... whoa... RICIOUS. I was RI-DIC-A-LICKA-LOUS (Ridiculous)! I turned on some Rufio (Above me) and some FOOT LOOSE, and had the girls come dance with me. I must say they are better dance partners then my little brother. They really got a kick out of the whole head banging thing. DID MY CRAZINESS STOP THERE? Oh no no no, my friend, It did not. I ran out into the living room and BAM! Tickled the heck outta Connie. I lerked around the corner into the bathroom and BAM! Tickled Emma 'til she stoped snorting and laughing. You think I stopped there? You are wrong, my reader, wrong. I stomped into the girl's playroom acting like I was a big bad monster who was going to knock over their blocks. *In very manly voice* "I... AM.... BLOCK BULIDING MONSTER.... WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO BUILD YOUR BUILDING?... YOU NO LIKE MY BUILDING?... Well I give you Office with window!...No good?... I GIVE YOU OFFICE WITH 3 WINDOWS!...This green block is a food court... This other block thing...well... It's just here to make it look pretty...WHAT... YOU NO LIKE BUILDING? Well... here is moving side walk!... You no like my art? I WILL BE GOING!" Then I left. It was the strangest thing.
I was talking to Gothic *wanna be* Church boy 'til late last nite. He had to get off the phone at 10:30 ... so he just talked to me online... through the talking thingy. You should hear this boys voice.. its delishous. HAHA. *pets little Church boy... *cough june cough* *
Mmkay well get this... NATHAN MELBY LIED TO ME MORE THEN ONCE. Does he want to be with me? NOO. He said "things never felt quite right when i was with you, i guess i wasnt doing you any favors not telling you". His loss. I'll still see the child, probably. *Pets Bridget* Have at him. THE LIAR. Not you, him.
I've noticed that i've changed to much... for the worst. I'm pretty much always upset. I don't want to be anymore. I've gotten so sick of love that I twisted the meaning. I've gotten so friggen tired of hearing that "so and so loves so and so" because they are stupid and use love out of the ying yang like its NOTHING. I believe in love at first sight... yet I don't believe in people loving each other after a week. I've become stupid. I hate what i've become. I completely hate who I am. I'm evil and horrible.
CreasedRainbows: I have..
CreasedRainbows: no
CreasedRainbows: i havent
CreasedRainbows: I noticed
Rockmesox: lol
CreasedRainbows: that i am just
CreasedRainbows: an Emo girl. ):
CreasedRainbows: lol
Rockmesox: Me as well
Rockmesox: lol
CreasedRainbows: lol
Rockmesox: Ive known it
Rockmesox: FOREVERRR
Rockmesox: lol
CreasedRainbows: I didnt
CreasedRainbows: because... well... I enjoy really hard core music, ya know?
Rockmesox: So do I'
CreasedRainbows: and oldies
Rockmesox: It dosnt really have alot to do withthte music its the way you act
Rockmesox: And the way you feel
Rockmesox: Yes yes wise words of heather
Rockmesox: ehhe
CreasedRainbows: ohh
CreasedRainbows: *pets*
I was going to spend my time showing off my 8th grade dance pictures but you can just go there and stare at them. I must say I LOVE the one of Kaitlin and I.
When I get back in July (mom says "Dad will understand that you miss every here. This is your home. I'm shure he will bring u back... and understand") Cas (pink haired girl) is going to put pink streaks in my hair. This chick has the brightest pink hair, it's awsome. I'm getting these RICIOUS glasses. They are like EVERYONE elses spet they have orange on the inside. They are those black ones all the Emo's wear.. lol. But I gots the orange on the inside. I hope I can get them in pink... or take them somewhere to get them pink. *hopes*
This Saturday im taking this "baby sitting" course. It's not something i would do if i was down in Tampa... because I would be with my friends but it gives me something to do. I'm also gettin my digital camera! SAWEET! Heather is coming some time this month and I really hope Allie can too. WARPED TOUR HERE WE COME!!!!!! WOO HOO! I can not wait 'til i have enough for my dress... it's ganna make me feel like a princess.
I have a lonnnnnng month ahead of me. Baby sitting, Heather, Allie, doing my journal, Mandy's journal, probably Allie's again, and being upset. I'm going to get stuff to draw with... because i'm not half bad. I should really spend a day of each week writing... or an hour every day.
I can not wait to get back. Jamie (KUDOS on the 40 hours 20 mins) and I are going to take pictures. I'm ganna sleep over and we are pretty much just going to take pictures. I wanted to go to a grave yard. My uncles is to far away.. but we are going to her dad's. It's ganna be a blast. The whole sonics thing... we are ALL doing that. Comment if your in on it. I need to go to the beach some time.
I hope my dad gets the laser disc up soon. I want to watch Breakfast club and dead poets society. I love his movies. To bad when i was a kid i recorded over Ferris Buler's Day Off.... SO now is just ... Sonic the Headhog.
This is a freakishly long entry so i'm going to stop... right now. Ta ta! TTFN. ( i can't wait to be able to get my "big little book of Pooh" its ganna be soo ricious)