Mar 12, 2004 03:21
I broke up with Shane last night. This morning I was sitting on the balcony in my pjs with my bare feet stretched over the edge when I heard someone open the slider and come out. I turned around and it was Shane. I looked off the edge and wondered how bad I would get hurt if I just made a jump for it. See, this is where I have a problem. When guys come back to interigate me on the break up. He put himself in the chair next to me and there was a long somewhat awkward silence before I asked, "What do you want?" and sipped on my tea as if I was really calm. Even though I was furious that a few mins again I was sucidal and about to jump off a balcony just to get away from him. He went on to tell me that he wanted me back. Well, thats just fucking peachy, but we don't always get what we want do we? No, i'm real glad you want to be with me, but I would have never broke up with you yesterday if I still wanted the same. Then he said something that not only made me want to smother him, but made me almost go in to a sudden shock. He started rambling about how he would take care of our baby. I had to stop him and ask him what the hell he was talking about. Well, his friends cousins best friends brothers girlfriends aunts best friend told him I was. It was a bit amusing at first seeing as how the drama that other people caused in our relationship was the reason I broke up with him. Now this. I just got up and left. I walked right through the house and locked myself in the bathroom and ended up actually falling asleep waiting for him to leave the other side of the door. I woke up around 1 or so and got up to find he was gone. Later on today I have got quite a few phone calls CONGRADULATING me on the baby. WHAT BABY? WHY in the hell would you congradulate a 16 year old with a baby ANYWAYS? I hate this fucking town and all the gossip in it.