Jul 03, 2005 15:45
hi. i think i'm an alcoholic. i don't remember the last time i went to bed sober. last night i passed the fuck out on benezry in the parlour.
i need a job to occupy some of my time, or i feel like i will really become dependent on alcohol. i seriously wake up every morning thinking, "okay, when will it be nighttime, so i can start drinking again?"
this is really fucked up.