damn it
I hate how when I swear up and down to myself I won't tell him why I am upset, I ALWAYS END UP TELLING HIM! He pulls it out of me but if I could be like over half the people on this planet then I could cover it up and not sound upset. He always expects to read my live journal when I type in it.. oh well I guess I don't care. I just want to be happy again. Whatever that will take..? I got to go to work oh yea and I ended up calling him last night and I was right, he did fall asleep.