Jul 13, 2005 02:02
I woggie woggie: lol she seems like a wayyyy different person than you
VivianK13: she is but i'm moving towards things she likes, like music and how she dresses and stuff, we get a long reallllllly well and I could tell her things and I ask her about things like in relationships and she's not all like "DON'T DO THAT!!! YOU CAN'T DO THAT" lol that's what my mom would say but my sister would say "I think you should wait till..." you know nice advice and she drives me a lot of places and I run with her because she thinks she's fat but I don't think she is but I run with her anyways so she doesn't have to go alone, wow I could like write a book about how awesome my sister is, we are differnt but not too much to where we don't get along or anything
Tonight sucked, just like the maceroni I just ate. Well my 500 dollar cat is gone and my window is broken all because of my mom's anger issues damnit! My cat got out and attacked the white kitten that my mom likes (We call him Jazz) and my cat's name is Kozmo. Kozmo doesn't like any male cats and so when I opened the door he ran out an attacked Jazz and tried to kill him, made him bleed and scared the shit out of him (literally it was gross) and so my mom said she wanted to hurt Kozmo like he hurt Jazz and she started smaking him with the end of the broom and I told her to stop cause she was tearing up my room and Kozmo was by the window and she kept trying to hit him and the end of the broom went through my window and by then I was pissed and it slipped out "Oh my fucking god, you broke my window dumbass" and then Kozmo got put outside and he ran away. That's it, 500 dollars gone, wasted I should have given it to the poor people, atleast it would have went to better use. and I also found out that Byron was doing this thing with role playing and it was gay, you would say word if you read it, so i'll past our conversation we had tonight so you can see it and then i'm done:
sk8bymonkey: hey
VivianK13: hey
VivianK13: i thought you weren't going to be home tonight?
sk8bymonkey: did u get my my my message
VivianK13: yeah
sk8bymonkey: i thought i wasnt either my brother wanted to see a movie in jacksonville but there was nothing good
VivianK13: oh
sk8bymonkey: i love u
sk8bymonkey: r u mad that i havnt been on
VivianK13: a little but oh well and i love you too
sk8bymonkey: good i didnt mean not to get on ive been home 15 minutes in the last two days
VivianK13: where have you been then?
sk8bymonkey: Me and my brother have been running around in jacksonville the last two days we've been shopping and stuff
VivianK13: oh
BYRON IS SK8RDUDS and the other girl is GRUMPYGREEN
VivianK13: Grumpygreen Wrote:
"Okay. Then Ill take a shower too." she jumped into the shower for about 5 min. and put her things on. She walked back out and smiled as she lied on her bed."Soo..what now."
sk8rduds wrote:
dont know ile let u decide on what to do
Grumpygreen wrote:
Lexi looked over to him and then sat up."Hmm, I dont know." she looked out the window.
sk8rduds wrote:
"ur wearing some nice clothes" He put his hand on her leg as he sat down on the side of the bed
"ur a beautiful person i would like to get to know u better" he pulls a beer out of his bag and hands it to her "Do u drink"
VivianK13: what was up with that?
sk8bymonkey: what is that from?
VivianK13: your gaia, you were like hitting on some girl on there
sk8bymonkey: when was that?
VivianK13: June something
VivianK13: while i was out of town
sk8bymonkey: im not trying to cheat on u viv i told u i wouldnt and i wont that site im never serious on unless its with u and i didnt even remember that
VivianK13: well when I tried to show affection or whatever towards you on that dumb thing you would get up and go to town but you could show it to someone else? I know you're not really trying to cheat but you are in the game
sk8bymonkey: im sorry viv u know what i wont go on that site again because i wasnt meaning for it to be that way and i dont want it to make u feel incontent about me ok i love u and im sorry
VivianK13: ok i love you too
sk8bymonkey: so i wont be back on that site again ok
VivianK13: i don't care if you go on it but when I read that i got a sick feeling in my stomach and I know it's just a game but it made me feel sad
sk8bymonkey: well it was just me role playing i wont do it again
sk8bymonkey: did u know they have a site for perverts on that
sk8bymonkey: i just looked at it i didnt type any thing on it
VivianK13: oh i guess that's not the G rated section anymore
sk8bymonkey: nope
sk8bymonkey: so what r u doing friday
sk8bymonkey: groceries?
sk8bymonkey: i get payed so we can go to the movies
sk8bymonkey: if u can go
sk8bymonkey: hopefully
VivianK13: I don't know, I know Kristi is probably comming over saturday and she wanted, me, you, jason, her, and amanda to go to the movies sometime this weekend, but i don't want to go with all them especially Jason
sk8bymonkey: well if u can go friday after five or thursday after two we could go alone
VivianK13: Never on thursdays
VivianK13: but i don't know yet, my sister was suppose to come home today and she didn't
VivianK13: so i don't know when she'll be home
sk8bymonkey: so how do i make u feel when u think of it (there was something above but i took it out)
VivianK13: i would be happy but tonight wasn't that great so nothing is too exciting right now
sk8bymonkey: oh well ill make u feel better tomorrow after i work for my dad
VivianK13: ooook
sk8bymonkey: whats wrong
sk8bymonkey: im sorry i couldnt talk online
VivianK13: i don't know what that's suppose to be mean?
VivianK13: sk8bymonkey: oh well ill make u feel better tomorrow after i work for my dad
sk8bymonkey: im just going to talk to u more
sk8bymonkey: ill talk online as long as i can tomorrow
sk8bymonkey: what do u think of that?
sk8bymonkey: my parents r home
sk8bymonkey: can i call u
VivianK13: no
sk8bymonkey: why not
VivianK13: I just don't want you to
sk8bymonkey: r u still mad
VivianK13: no not at you
sk8bymonkey: at who?
VivianK13: no one really
VivianK13: i guess my cat
VivianK13: and mom
sk8bymonkey: i love u babey
VivianK13: it's a long story and i love you too
sk8bymonkey: oh well it seems like u r mad
sk8bymonkey: but ill get over it
sk8bymonkey: the fact that u seem mad
sk8bymonkey: im not trying to criticize
VivianK13: more sad than mad, we had to get rid of my cat tonight but it wasn't just giving him away it was more like my mom almost killing him and she broke my window open trying to hit my cat with the broom and he's gone now somewhere outside, 500 dollars gone and my window broken and my kitty gone all in 1 night so that sucks
sk8bymonkey: we have talked alot and im so glad that weve gotten this close and it makes me happy i want to continue on in our relationship i brag to people how we've been going out so long
sk8bymonkey: oh well that sucks do u have to pay for the window
VivianK13: no she broke it and i cursed at her cause I told her to stop but she insisted that she wanted to hurt my cat bad and when she broke the window I said "oh my fucking god you broke my window dumbass" i didn't mean to but i did and we cried about my dad of course but i'm more dissapointed over my cat right now
sk8bymonkey: that sucks big time what was ur mom thinking?
VivianK13: my cat got out and tried to kill the cat my mom likes and he made the cat bleed so my mom lost it and was like beating my cat with the broom and she smashed it throught my window, I know it sounds like i'm pathetic but it was worse than it sounds u would have 2 be here
sk8bymonkey: did ur cat have rabies
VivianK13: no
VivianK13: my cat hates other cats unless they're females
sk8bymonkey: was it cosmo?
VivianK13: Yeah
sk8bymonkey: well that sucks
VivianK13: thanks for getting online even though all i did was be mean or complain but that's weird that you did that even after we talked about "our" future. and that you did it on gaia how am i suppose to know you aren't doing it on that tibia one?
sk8bymonkey: u cant do that on tibia u get kicked off ur only aloud to talk about strategies
sk8bymonkey: and it wasnt after we talked about our future
VivianK13: yeah it was it was the tuesday that i was out of town
sk8bymonkey: oh well im sorry i already knew u could see it and i didnt think it would bother u but now i know it will and i wont role play like that again
VivianK13: well idk wouldn't it bother you if i was doing that with a guy on there if I typed "you're very attractive I'd like to get to know you better." *She puts her head on his shoulder* it's basically the same thing, maybe you wouldn't care though
sk8bymonkey: yes actually i would if u were serious but i was thinking of it as a game so can we just get past that im not asking u to just forget but im sorry and i wont rp like that ever again
sk8bymonkey: i have a question
VivianK13: ok what is it?
sk8bymonkey: its about a sexual thing but i dont want to rush things around in our convo so could i ask u now its not really sexual its about something i wanna get u
VivianK13: what a thong?
sk8bymonkey: i wanna know if u would wear it when we have sex but i didnt want to rush our conversation i was just wondering
sk8bymonkey: i just dont want to get u frustrated either
VivianK13: well what's the differance, they all go on the same place and if you were a girl would u want to wear one?
sk8bymonkey: what do u mean if i was a girl
VivianK13: if you were me and I was you. Would you want to wear a thong?
VivianK13: If I asked?
sk8bymonkey: i probably would if we were going to have sex
VivianK13: well when you have sex it comes off
sk8bymonkey: well its sorta pleasure clothing
sk8bymonkey: please dont get technical
VivianK13: ok fine whatever i'll wear 1. it's ok that certain things aren't good enough cause that's just how it is
sk8bymonkey: what r u so mad about im being nice
VivianK13: no not really
sk8bymonkey: im just trying to loosen u up after we havnt gotten to talk in a while
sk8bymonkey: im trying to get ur mind off of things that have happened and make u feel better
VivianK13: well i only want to have sex when i know the person isn't planning on leaving me and idk if you are so idk when we're going to have sex and if that's all you're worried about then i'm not a good match for you
sk8bymonkey: im going to buy some thing for u but its not going to be a thong
sk8bymonkey: woooaaah dang hold on thats not all i want i want to be with u why do u think i was offering to have my mom pick u up from the movies
sk8bymonkey: ru still there babey?
VivianK13: yeah
sk8bymonkey: please dont stop i want to make u feel better
sk8bymonkey: we already talked about the cheating thing so many times i know u wont cheat on me and i wont cheat on u i explained best i could about the roleplaying thing and i appolagized i wanted to get on tonight to talk to u and get our relationship to continue i know u dont like to talk on the phone thats why i get on the net to talk to my babey and will u pleeeeeeaaaaassssseeee forgive me viv i love u and i would never cheat on u
VivianK13: i didn't say you were cheatig it just hurts to think that you would type that way and think of it in that way, you must have liked it other wise you wouldn't have typed it, but if you want to get passed that then don't say anymore about it and I'm getting mad over dumb things, i just felt like you didn't want to talk to me the last few days or something and i called u today and no one answered and then as soon as we talk, it has to be about thongs
sk8bymonkey: im sorry viv i told u i didnt want to hold up our conversation with it i just wanted it to be a quick question and thats all and ill stop with this stuff unless ur in the mood ok and i wanted to talk to u so bad i cursed at my parents because they wouldnt let me on when i got home at 11:30
sk8bymonkey: i missed u the last two days and im trying my hardest to show that
VivianK13: ok i emailed you two emails a few days ago
sk8bymonkey: ok ill check them now than i gotta go because of my asshole parents they wont let me stay on and my brother keeps bugging me to get off i love u sooooooooooo much babe. ill check ur emails u sent me. just a minute
VivianK13: you can check them 2morrow if you want
sk8bymonkey: ok do u forgive me ?
VivianK13: i never was mad, just kind fo hurt with the role play thing but that's all. I have to go fold laundry i'll talk to you tomorrow if you get on
sk8bymonkey: i love u babe ur so sexy i love u bye.
VivianK13: i love you too bye
sk8bymonkey signed off at 11:28:35 PM.