RIP to my sister
Today is 4 years since my sister passed away....
I still remember as I drove to Santa Teresa .... thinking that she was not going to leave.... refusing to allow her to leave.... it was difficult and heartbreaking to see a piece of me leaving... to see ur sister breath for the last time and not be able to keep her going....
I know she is no longer hear but no matter what she is still with me....
I love her will all my heart and I truly wish she could be here.... some of u are so lucky to have ur siblings ...your best friends...... I never thought I would get old and she would be gone.... I always thought we would grow old and we would see each other marry and have our kids play with each other =(
Life is not guaranteed... we are all privileged to be here and have one another... be lucky for what u have and who u have.... value one another
Sitting here thinking about you,
I here you call my name
As I turn to see who's calling me
I see no one, only hear your voice.
I glance across the room,
To see if anyone else hears it too.
But no one seems to notice the look on my face.
I miss you so much,
I keep telling you,
But you don't seem to hear me.
Still you're calling out my name, only louder,
As the tears rolled down my face,
I glance around the room,
And see you amongst my family, and friends
The look upon your face says you're peaceful now.
I realized it was time to let you go.
Although I will always love and miss you.
I turn my head to see if anyone notices you.
Then I turn back, and you're gone.
I hear you, so very gently say,
"I love you", "Good- Bye!"