Actually your post made me very upset... not with what u said but to know that my father is such an ass.... I really hate him and I dont know what its like to have any love for him.... I grew up with him in the same house... but we always had issues... I always felt he hated me and did the impossible to see me cry... I tried to make it work and maybe we could over come the past... but after yesterday I could never see past all his shit....
To make a long story of my 25 years short... lol... My father always found ways to make me cry ... from making fun of the way I looked .... I had a complex cause I used to be too skinny... and very small breasts (not that I am any bigger now lol).... and he would make jokes in front of the family and would make me cry... or if my nose was too big.... On New Years he rejected my hug.... I never hugged my dad or kissed him... I grew up and he never let me do anything ... no dances.... no field trips... he hated any of my friends... I was even moved from highschool on my last year... just so I would not graduate with anyone I knew... so I would be alone... and I was a good kid... I always listened... never did I do bad in school... shit I never had a boyfriend until I was 18.... and that was when I moved out... right when I turned 18... he never allowed my mother to help me... He has just always found ways to make me cry... I can go on and on...
Yesterday he hit my brother for no reason.... my lil brother is very sentimental... I was talking to him... and out of no where he decides to hit him with a belt because he was crying.... I got up and yelled at him.... and told him not to hit... he did nothing wrong... well ... he got mad at me... grabbed his belt and hit me... I am 25..... WTF???? I blew up on him and told him off... I just cant believe that he hit my brother for no reason and then out fo anger decides to hit me???? AHHHHHHHHHHH.... I was so mad... a fkn jerk....... I really hate him......... then he said he never wanted me in his house... I got mad and said I would come over when ever I wanted because I came to see my mother not him...
My brother is 12... the reason he was crying was because he felt my mom was unfair over something really small... I guess my mom took my sister (14) to starbucks and when he was picked up from school they didnt bring him a drink... so he thought that was unfair.... and I was talking to him so he could understand it was not done on purpose.... I wanted him to understand life is not always fair.. he was just crying as we talked about it... and my dad came out of no where and started to hit him with the belt... just cause he was crying...
To make a long story of my 25 years short... lol... My father always found ways to make me cry ... from making fun of the way I looked .... I had a complex cause I used to be too skinny... and very small breasts (not that I am any bigger now lol).... and he would make jokes in front of the family and would make me cry... or if my nose was too big.... On New Years he rejected my hug.... I never hugged my dad or kissed him... I grew up and he never let me do anything ... no dances.... no field trips... he hated any of my friends... I was even moved from highschool on my last year... just so I would not graduate with anyone I knew... so I would be alone... and I was a good kid... I always listened... never did I do bad in school... shit I never had a boyfriend until I was 18.... and that was when I moved out... right when I turned 18... he never allowed my mother to help me... He has just always found ways to make me cry... I can go on and on...
Yesterday he hit my brother for no reason.... my lil brother is very sentimental... I was talking to him... and out of no where he decides to hit him with a belt because he was crying.... I got up and yelled at him.... and told him not to hit... he did nothing wrong... well ... he got mad at me... grabbed his belt and hit me... I am 25..... WTF???? I blew up on him and told him off... I just cant believe that he hit my brother for no reason and then out fo anger decides to hit me???? AHHHHHHHHHHH.... I was so mad... a fkn jerk....... I really hate him......... then he said he never wanted me in his house... I got mad and said I would come over when ever I wanted because I came to see my mother not him...
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the reason he was crying was because he felt my mom was unfair over something really small... I guess my mom took my sister (14) to starbucks and when he was picked up from school they didnt bring him a drink... so he thought that was unfair.... and I was talking to him so he could understand it was not done on purpose.... I wanted him to understand life is not always fair.. he was just crying as we talked about it... and my dad came out of no where and started to hit him with the belt... just cause he was crying...
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