Ouch!
For the past 2 days I have slept for very little and I have eaten less than what's satisfying for me (lol) because I have a fucking tooth that is currently aching so bad, I can't decide what would be better! To bang my head against a wall or to take a fucking pair of pliers and take it out myself? I am overreacting I know but really the pain that a tooth causes is so freaking unbearable-and my pain tolerance is zero! Tomorrow I have an appointment with the dentist to take it off--bye bye wisdom tooth! ANYTHING to stop the pain!
On a much happier note I am thinking that instead of looking around for jobs and slamming my face on closed doors and no's, i'll sign up for voluntary work ! I mean there won't be a salary,which is a 'flaw', but it will be something that can keep me occupied and decorate my cv! Tutoring money is not enough, but for now it's fine! I am sick and tired of rejection! My other thought is to get the fuck out of Greece and start fresh abroad -no idea where- but the uncertainty and unfamiliriaty that comes with being somewhere that is not your country, scares me! :( But that thought is still a thought, not something that I actually have the balls to go through with, yet.. We'll see how things turn out!
My other thought is to take up seminars as far as cinema is concerned, or at least with something that has to do with creating things! I have many ideas and I have to make a list of the pros and cons for each occasion!..
Also, our halloween is getting closer, yay and I am excited! The atmosphere is filled with playfullness and acting like a kid again, lol!Can't wait to attend a fest or a carnival! Super excited! Now I am off to take a painkiller and watch a movie! xoxo ♥ V.