-worn out-
To begin with, I don't know why I still write in this thing. But I have so much on my mind it helps me sort some of it out. haha
At this point the only decision I am happy with is getting the job at Ormond Steak House.
I had a lot of fun last night. *smirk* Nat and I have noticed how similar we really are! lol ;)
She needs time, well she'll have all she wants. I no longer want her to be a part of my life. I've realized I haven't benefited from her friendship for the longest time. I do not leave being bitter though. I hope her the best in life and all that she has ahead of her. She's a brilliant girl, well in most areas, I know she'll be something great. 12 years...it's been an interesting ride.
I finally realized in the end I will do what *I* need to do to make myself content with him. I need my closure with him and I have to figure out how to do that. It's hard enough as it is. I know that talking to him now isn't the brightest idea, but I'll figure it out. However, Nat - that shit you pulled last night was CLASSIC. <3
Naomi - I MISS YOU!! Random, probably so, but I do miss you. Oh so very much! hehe
On that topic - I miss having Hare'l around. Isn't that so cute? ;)
Why didn't growing up come with a warning? sheesh...
I can't wait till Jewlz & Dani come down - I need them here. <3
**Now all that’s left of me - Is what I pretend to be - So together - but so broken up inside**
XoXo - - Viv