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WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN??????? WHY CANT THESE FUCKING SCHOOL COMPUTERS DO RICH TEXT????????? WHY CANT I BE BRILLIANT AT COMPUTERS LIKE CAITLIN SO THAT I COULD DO A FUCKING HTML ENTRY????????? I HATE ME I HATE ME I HATE ME
WHY WONT IT GO AWAY? I HATE HER NOW. IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THE TWOFACEDNESS. ITS SO FUCKING STUPID. I HATE COWARDS!!!!!! HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!!!! IF THEY HAVE AN OPINION THEY CAN FUCKING SHARE IT!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MY DAD TOO. WHY CANT HE JUST SUPPORT THE KIDS HE FUCKING SPAWNED??? WHY CANT HE HELP MY MUM WHO IS FUCKING DDDYYYYYYYYIIIIIIIIIIIINGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DOESNT HE FUCKING CARE??????? HES JUST SO......... ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT THINK I CAN STAND GOING BACK FOR CHRISTMAS. At least I will be able to lose myself in the day to fucking day life; going into fucking town, going as far as possible, smoking... i swear my dad is going to force me to hard stuff. I dont think I can stand him. He cant keep me in the house. Iw will just go out when I want. Come home when I want. I swear I will just start sniffing glue. I know where to go for hard stuff in Christchurch, and I swear I will if Dad drives me to it. I will lose myself in it. And forget. Pray for me, pray I dont end up there.
WHY WONT IT GO AWAY? I HATE HER NOW. IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THE TWOFACEDNESS. ITS SO FUCKING STUPID. I HATE COWARDS!!!!!! HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!!!! IF THEY HAVE AN OPINION THEY CAN FUCKING SHARE IT!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MY DAD TOO. WHY CANT HE JUST SUPPORT THE KIDS HE FUCKING SPAWNED??? WHY CANT HE HELP MY MUM WHO IS FUCKING DDDYYYYYYYYIIIIIIIIIIIINGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DOESNT HE FUCKING CARE??????? HES JUST SO......... ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT THINK I CAN STAND GOING BACK FOR CHRISTMAS. At least I will be able to lose myself in the day to fucking day life; going into fucking town, going as far as possible, smoking... i swear my dad is going to force me to hard stuff. I dont think I can stand him. He cant keep me in the house. Iw will just go out when I want. Come home when I want. I swear I will just start sniffing glue. I know where to go for hard stuff in Christchurch, and I swear I will if Dad drives me to it. I will lose myself in it. And forget. Pray for me, pray I dont end up there.