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basically i should just die because i cannot currently live with myself. not only did i forget to go see my dad, i forgot the day we would have made plans for christmas. i dont know if we will even see him.
so tonight i was the creep sneaking down past my aunt and uncle's house to leave a note on my grandparents door because i could have left it with them, but i didnt want to talk about the fact that i dont have any way to contact my dad.
goddamnit. i keep fucking up.
i have given him my phone number on several occasions so maybe he kept it and will call me.
jesus christ.
so tonight i was the creep sneaking down past my aunt and uncle's house to leave a note on my grandparents door because i could have left it with them, but i didnt want to talk about the fact that i dont have any way to contact my dad.
goddamnit. i keep fucking up.
i have given him my phone number on several occasions so maybe he kept it and will call me.
jesus christ.