Blue Sky Blues
If being a teenager has taught me anything, it's that people get lame pretty fast. Maybe it's me who's gotten lame? What's wrong with me? Why am I so moody right now? Why is Ryan Adams so talented and so perfect for every second of everyday? If only he weren't 30+ years old, I would be +1 groupie in the van following his tourbus.
I'm not excited for the big family vacation next week. I'm sure it will be so fun, but ehhh... My Dad's been on my ass a lot lately. For instance: it somehow became my responsibilty to paint the backyard fence. Are we kidding? It's mid-June in Arizona, Dad. But according to him, I scratch his back... and he'll scratch mine in return. Whatever that means, I am complaining and being ungrateful right now..See it? Shake it offffff, Lexi.
My new nametag at work says 'Alexis' on it. Might not be exciting to anyone else, but I'm so happy about it! I wish people would start callin me that again. It's a good solid name yanno. I sound like an idiot when I introduce myself that way though, for some reason 'Alexis' just leaves my mouth awkwardly. Anyyyyywayyyy, I won't get into that.
I need a huge change in my life. I don't know what it will be yet, but I'm so restless. Jon buzzed all of his hair off in attempt to turn a new chapter in his life, but I think I'll opt for something different since I would be a funny looking bald person. If I were 18 I'd so get something pierced right nowww. Or move out...I wish I could move out. Maybe go to Europe...I wish I could afford to go to Europe. The air always feels so stale in Arizona, if that even makes sense. I really can't even remember the last time it rained, maybe that's the cause of the stale-ness(?). I walk outside everyday to my car and breathe in the thick, dry, summer air and wanna be anywhere else. Arizona is so beautiful 8 months out of the year, it's these miserable 4 that make me wonder why my parents would ever consider living here and raising a family here. Moving out or taking a European vacation would be a drag though. I would miss the 24 packs of monsters my Dad buys for me every other weekend at Sam's Club, I won't be able to afford any of the luxories that I take for granted now-a-days when I move out. I'll just enjoy them for another year and then find a cheaper/healthier addiction.
Award for the most pointless entry possible. No one reads this anyway. This is for my own recollection of my current, soon to be past, life. Byeyyeyee.