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Man...it's gonna be hard to leave. I don't think the boys'll let me. I mean Jess told me that if I move on to bigger and better things that they'd totally understand but that I have to at least come back sometimes.
But now Steve also asked something along the lines of "But who am I gonna ask questions to next year?" And Jess and I talked at length about what it means to people - other people - for me to stay or go.
And Zach. I won't go into the details of what he said to me, but I teared up. I have never had someone look up to me as much as this guy and it means more to me than he knows. To hear Jess pretty much confirm this to me when I mentioned that conversation he was like, "Man, he wasn't kidding, even just around me and whatnot - he's always talking about you."
I never thought I would be this for anyone. And it's going to make tomorrow night that much harder.
But now Steve also asked something along the lines of "But who am I gonna ask questions to next year?" And Jess and I talked at length about what it means to people - other people - for me to stay or go.
And Zach. I won't go into the details of what he said to me, but I teared up. I have never had someone look up to me as much as this guy and it means more to me than he knows. To hear Jess pretty much confirm this to me when I mentioned that conversation he was like, "Man, he wasn't kidding, even just around me and whatnot - he's always talking about you."
I never thought I would be this for anyone. And it's going to make tomorrow night that much harder.