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we have three more weeks of summer.
and that honestly terrifies me bc i don't kno how i'm going ot handle being bak at skool. last year wuz bad enuff..will this year b better? i guess i won't kno until i try.
i went to get more moviez w/ maja tonite..we ended up getting this musical whihc is pretty stupid..but o well..itz called the pajama game. i thot it wuz this other movie i had heard wuz cute. damn that.
i talkd w/ mi madre for a while tonite about all the things i'm scared about. i am a pretty OCD/crazee biatch! i just have SO many fears. and wen i think of one of them, it will just snowball down into this terrible downward spiraling thing that usually ends up at the worst case scenario.
i hate it.
so much.
i don't kno why i think such weird things. but they're alwaysa bout death or being kept away frum wut i feel like i need to do and all the things i havn't done which need to be done. i need time for it all. i'm SO overdramatic :) YES>
in other news...i wish i were braver. i don't kno wut mite give me sum confidence and bravery and excitement and hope. w/e. i guess i hav to find it in myself. eff that.
the end.
and that honestly terrifies me bc i don't kno how i'm going ot handle being bak at skool. last year wuz bad enuff..will this year b better? i guess i won't kno until i try.
i went to get more moviez w/ maja tonite..we ended up getting this musical whihc is pretty stupid..but o well..itz called the pajama game. i thot it wuz this other movie i had heard wuz cute. damn that.
i talkd w/ mi madre for a while tonite about all the things i'm scared about. i am a pretty OCD/crazee biatch! i just have SO many fears. and wen i think of one of them, it will just snowball down into this terrible downward spiraling thing that usually ends up at the worst case scenario.
i hate it.
so much.
i don't kno why i think such weird things. but they're alwaysa bout death or being kept away frum wut i feel like i need to do and all the things i havn't done which need to be done. i need time for it all. i'm SO overdramatic :) YES>
in other news...i wish i were braver. i don't kno wut mite give me sum confidence and bravery and excitement and hope. w/e. i guess i hav to find it in myself. eff that.
the end.