syds house...
-so today i went babysitting at like 7:00 and then went home and hmmmmmmmmmmmmm... went to syds we went to the party store like twice to get energy drinks and then hung out in her yard and we got yelled at by her neighbor she started cussing out joey...{mellado} and then me and syd went swimming and all of the boys joined us it was kinda fun.. now there all out side and im sitting here reall fun... i dont really know why i feel like shit right no actually i do but there are reasons i shouldnt share but ill be fine i just want to lay back and have a good time but somethings just take over me and i just refuse to let myself enjoy time with friends... i know i should be happy because i get to hang out with syd again but i just cant be happy at this moment certain things make me upset when i am around ppl i love the most..things change i guess even when you dont want them to.. my life is changing so much every day..