Fuck an Update
I've been meaning to update for quite some time, but I can never really bring myself to do it. I moved into a new apartment with Chon and Julie...It's a rad place. Living with people is super weird after living alone for so long, but it's definitely a good thing. I've been going through a lot of changes (No, not puberty), and it's strange to be able to step back during the process and recognize what's going on (Even if you don't quite understand it). I guess I'll update more on that when I feel like I have something real to say.I think I just feel older.
I graduate from school March 14th, even though I'm done January 22nd. It feels good to be done, and I'm proud of myself. I never took a single five week term off, and I've been working and going to school through the last few classes I've taken. My Grandpa turns 90 in two days, and I'm here in San Diego right now to celebrate. He's doing quite well for his age, but has had some recent health scares that caused him to lose his driver's license and have a nurse come in a few times a week to care for him. I can't imagine how it feels to be that old, but a big part of me thinks I'll find out, whether I want to or not.
I've had a lot of time with my family since I've been here, and I'm so lucky to have nice, intelligent parents. We all discussed our lack of religious belief today, which was awesome to hear. Believing in God means you are either too dumb or too lazy (usually the first) to learn how the world works. Religion is a crutch, something for the weak to believe in and blame when life doesn't go their way. I can't believe how much I hate it.
Some other crappy events have popped up here and there recently, but they've rolled off my back with relative ease. I guess I've more or less accepted that I don't like the world and I don't like that I realize how terrible it is, but I deal with it, cause what else can ya do?
I graduate from school March 14th, even though I'm done January 22nd. It feels good to be done, and I'm proud of myself. I never took a single five week term off, and I've been working and going to school through the last few classes I've taken. My Grandpa turns 90 in two days, and I'm here in San Diego right now to celebrate. He's doing quite well for his age, but has had some recent health scares that caused him to lose his driver's license and have a nurse come in a few times a week to care for him. I can't imagine how it feels to be that old, but a big part of me thinks I'll find out, whether I want to or not.
I've had a lot of time with my family since I've been here, and I'm so lucky to have nice, intelligent parents. We all discussed our lack of religious belief today, which was awesome to hear. Believing in God means you are either too dumb or too lazy (usually the first) to learn how the world works. Religion is a crutch, something for the weak to believe in and blame when life doesn't go their way. I can't believe how much I hate it.
Some other crappy events have popped up here and there recently, but they've rolled off my back with relative ease. I guess I've more or less accepted that I don't like the world and I don't like that I realize how terrible it is, but I deal with it, cause what else can ya do?