Homesick.
I miss Hawaii.
Ha, knew this would happen. Three jobs are hard to keep energized for, grad school is just another layer. Trying to find a nice place for April and Esaiah to come over to, to make all their effort worth it...taxing.
I had this very vivid dream last night. I was at Kaimana with all of my friends. Only I couldn't look at any of them, and all I could look at was the blue water. Caroline came by and said "Hey you". She asked "What's conflicting you?"
The only thing I could answer was "The water, I just miss the water, I don't miss anything but the water." The water rolled in, there were waves I thought could be surfable had I wanted to surf.
I woke up fine, ready to knock things out. Logged on to the book and a picture of my cousins and I just triggered the waterworks.
I miss my family like I used to miss my mom when I was on sleepovers. Only this time the ride home is much farther, much more impossible at this point. What's more is that going back will not make things better. With my Nana in the hospital, I think it just amplifies things.
Anyway, moving on.
Ha, knew this would happen. Three jobs are hard to keep energized for, grad school is just another layer. Trying to find a nice place for April and Esaiah to come over to, to make all their effort worth it...taxing.
I had this very vivid dream last night. I was at Kaimana with all of my friends. Only I couldn't look at any of them, and all I could look at was the blue water. Caroline came by and said "Hey you". She asked "What's conflicting you?"
The only thing I could answer was "The water, I just miss the water, I don't miss anything but the water." The water rolled in, there were waves I thought could be surfable had I wanted to surf.
I woke up fine, ready to knock things out. Logged on to the book and a picture of my cousins and I just triggered the waterworks.
I miss my family like I used to miss my mom when I was on sleepovers. Only this time the ride home is much farther, much more impossible at this point. What's more is that going back will not make things better. With my Nana in the hospital, I think it just amplifies things.
Anyway, moving on.