PATHETIC
wow this was probably the most hectic...isolated....homework crazy weekend I have ever had. I swear I have not left my house all this weekend. Just stayed home doing nothing but homework. OMG> I swear my teachers are trying to kill me. I always have so much homework on the weekends. oh well at least I have cali to look forward to this week.....were leaving on Thursday! I am so excited. So yeah it hailed at my house last night...it was pretty scary yet awesomely sweet! I wonder if scrappy's was any fun last night? I was so close to going but then I just completly fell asleep. fuck...shit...piss. I am offically a loser! I feel so wierd....its been forever since I haven't gone out every friday and sat night. whatever I practically got all my hw done for this whole week, pretty sweet. I really am not feeling having to go to school tommorow. Who gives a shit about fuckin' Stanford 9's? danmit! WELL Dan hasen't called me at all this weekend, and even if he did I totally wouldn't even know because my phone is like no where to be found. I am so confused by him right now. At first, it was me shutting him out and now when I finally begin to have feelings for him, hes shutting me out? I dont understand! I dont understand! I dont understand! I try to say that it doesn't matter, that he is not worthit. But he is in my dreams. Im thinking about him all the time. I had a dream friday night that I went over to his house and he made me a complete italian dinner in his underwear. I wonder if that means something? He does work at Gavi's! It sucks because we completly hang out with completly different people. Hes a senior. Im a junior. not that different if both out friends actually liked eachother. My best friend thinks that hes wiers. She says all the time "I just dont picture you with someone like him" what the hell is that supposed to mean. I love cooky guys. I love guys that I can just be crazy and funky with. How is that wierd? Whatever I gotta go! Talk to ya all later.
DISNEYLAND IN 4 DAYS!
DISNEYLAND IN 4 dAYS!
DISNEYLAND IN 4 DAYS!
DISNEYLAND IN 4 DAYS!
DISNEYLAND IN 4 DAYS!
DISNEYLAND IN 4 dAYS!
DISNEYLAND IN 4 DAYS!
DISNEYLAND IN 4 DAYS!