2008
i hope that 2008 turns out a lot better than 2007 was. it consisted mostly of:
-quitting my job
-being unemployed for 7 months
-being depressed b/c i was unemployed and poor
-being anti-social
-feeling lost about my career/life
next week i start graduate school. i hope this works about but have concerns about it for some reason. like it's not really happening or that it won't last. i had a really nice christmas and was happy i got to see my mom, dad, sister and friends. it was really nice to be home and just loosen up and be around people who don't make me anxious.
i turned 25 last week and it's the first birthday that i've ever had that made me feel old. i feel like i'm supposed to be an adult now but i'm not ready for it. it was a nice birthday. very quiet. scott bought me a fucking laptop. he did this 4 years ago on my birthday and i made him take it back. i accepted it this year b/c a) my desktop crashed a month ago and b) i'm paying for some of it cause i think it's too much to spend on a present and wouldn't accept it unless he took some money for it.
my resolutions for the new year include:
-stop letting the small things get to me
-stop nagging scott about trivial shit that ends up causing a fight
-try to not let me anxiety run my life
i've given up making "stop cursing so much" my resolution. it never lasts and i always hate when i can't even make my resolutions last a week.
anyway, hope you guys had a great new years, too. i hope it's a good year for all of us.
-quitting my job
-being unemployed for 7 months
-being depressed b/c i was unemployed and poor
-being anti-social
-feeling lost about my career/life
next week i start graduate school. i hope this works about but have concerns about it for some reason. like it's not really happening or that it won't last. i had a really nice christmas and was happy i got to see my mom, dad, sister and friends. it was really nice to be home and just loosen up and be around people who don't make me anxious.
i turned 25 last week and it's the first birthday that i've ever had that made me feel old. i feel like i'm supposed to be an adult now but i'm not ready for it. it was a nice birthday. very quiet. scott bought me a fucking laptop. he did this 4 years ago on my birthday and i made him take it back. i accepted it this year b/c a) my desktop crashed a month ago and b) i'm paying for some of it cause i think it's too much to spend on a present and wouldn't accept it unless he took some money for it.
my resolutions for the new year include:
-stop letting the small things get to me
-stop nagging scott about trivial shit that ends up causing a fight
-try to not let me anxiety run my life
i've given up making "stop cursing so much" my resolution. it never lasts and i always hate when i can't even make my resolutions last a week.
anyway, hope you guys had a great new years, too. i hope it's a good year for all of us.