Oct 08, 2015 20:20
The past two days have been stressful, and I am exhausted.
Since I have to come in to work on Saturday, I wonder if I can get time off tomorrow?
Had a sort-of panic attack this afternoon over the new admin & my boss and their plot to take over the lab and ruin everything. I took a few deep breaths and reminded myself of all the useful things I do, things that even my boss can't/doesn't do. I swear I'm not paranoid.
We're in a continual state now of everyone stepping on everyone else's toes, and I hate it.
I want my resignation to hurt them (for all the anguish they've caused me during my employment), but most of all I want it to come. SOON.
Where do I find what I'm looking for? How do I open myself to opportunity?
I want to be so much more than I am right now. :(