Apr 15, 2005 00:08
Today has just been one of those days you know, one where my mood is completely somber and I'm on the verge of crying, or are crying every second. I am so sick of negativity. I just want to be happy doing whatever it is I want to do. I want to make and be responsible for my own decision. I want the past to be the past.
I want to be playing in that sweet ass arcade right now. Oh well, not too much longer and I will play my blues away in video games.
I need to call pete.
First I need to post these fucking rad Bright Eyes lyrics. This song is so relatable. Man, it's scary...
left by the lamp, right next to the bed.
on a cartoon cat pad, she scrached with a pen.
"everything as its always been, this never happened,
don't take it too bad, it's nothing you did.
just once something dies, you can't make it live.
you're a beautiful boy, you're a sweet little kid.
but i am a women".