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I've spent some time over the past 2 moths thinking about the pros and cons of my decision. You will have to be in this position to understand how uncertain the future holds for me. I am getting cold feet. Yes, I am. I hate the things I am doing at work, but I love my colleagues. I hate to admit defeat, but I can't afford to give up this opportunity.
I know this organisation offers great career prospect in time to come, but is this the field I want to be in? This organisation offers the best job security I can ask for, but shouldn't I be more courageous?
It isn't easy, trust me.
But yesterday I did it! I told to my boss that I'll leave my job in december and I'm going to DK, and she supported my choice, and told me if I want back after one year, maybe I have my job again. NICE!
On last Tuesday, my Host send me my flight tickets. I'll travel on January'05, to Amsterdan and there I'll catch my flight to Copenhagen.
I'm so fucking happy, but also a bit sad, I saw my mom crying many times this week for this reason, and I know that the things will getting worst when after Chrstimas and New Year.
I want spend all my time whith my parents and especially with my dog, I don't want that they fell I don't care about their feelings.
I'll miss them very much.
I know this organisation offers great career prospect in time to come, but is this the field I want to be in? This organisation offers the best job security I can ask for, but shouldn't I be more courageous?
It isn't easy, trust me.
But yesterday I did it! I told to my boss that I'll leave my job in december and I'm going to DK, and she supported my choice, and told me if I want back after one year, maybe I have my job again. NICE!
On last Tuesday, my Host send me my flight tickets. I'll travel on January'05, to Amsterdan and there I'll catch my flight to Copenhagen.
I'm so fucking happy, but also a bit sad, I saw my mom crying many times this week for this reason, and I know that the things will getting worst when after Chrstimas and New Year.
I want spend all my time whith my parents and especially with my dog, I don't want that they fell I don't care about their feelings.
I'll miss them very much.