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Nov 30, 2005 18:29

____ moved away today. He left for the next 6 months, and he won't be back. HE MOVED AWAY TODAY. We crammed months into a week, we ate sushi this morning and we argued like a married old couple. He fucking left me, again.

Dear ________, HOW CAN YOU NOT CARE HOW FUCKING ANNOYING SHE IS? HOW CAN YOU NOT FUCKING PUKE IN HER FUCKING HAIR? I miss the bench seat in your car and your tape player and the swing music cassette. [I can't fucking believe I still fucking care about what he's doing with himself.]

I feel like a magnet, attracting only 20+ guys looking for shit I cannot give. Or do not WANT to give. My anxiety isn't as bad nowadays though. I have a center city coffee date within the next few weeks. Can't wait for some intelligent conversation with somebody finally.

Opium.

I may go to school in January. That means I need to stop drinking and partying every night. Shit. Time to give in and grow up sometime.

Anyone see Walk The Line? Is it any good? I am so out of touch with pop culture.

Someone buy me the new Dylan documentary, I already own the old one.


MICHAELJOHNSHOUSE






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