2 months shy of a year with no updates
im back, new and improved.
kind of sort of.
id like to say that things are differant, but there not.
i pledge to update regularly. although i dont think that will happen, maybe it will.
spending your life sad is so pointless. ive never been so lonely.
i miss my friends. its so sad that no one calls, no one bothers to call me up, "say hey viv, hows it g oing, wanna do something."
ill be the first to admit that in the past when i was going through so much shit i wasnt very good at keeping contact w/ the clan but i at least tried.
no one even called me on new years.
it really hurts to spend your friday and saterday nights watching TV when you know that there all out there having fun.
i miss them so much. why cant they see that?
thanksgiving break came and went. winterbreak is almost over, youd think someone would have called me up or visted me.
priscilla and melizza live like 5 blocks away from me. i didnt even get a merry christmas. jessicas been down, she hasnt even called.
so much for the holidays bringing people together.
id call, but the thing is im tired of being rejected, for a long time i always called and never got a response back. im tired of it
am i really such a bad person?
why dont they like me?
im so tired of being alone
kind of sort of.
id like to say that things are differant, but there not.
i pledge to update regularly. although i dont think that will happen, maybe it will.
spending your life sad is so pointless. ive never been so lonely.
i miss my friends. its so sad that no one calls, no one bothers to call me up, "say hey viv, hows it g oing, wanna do something."
ill be the first to admit that in the past when i was going through so much shit i wasnt very good at keeping contact w/ the clan but i at least tried.
no one even called me on new years.
it really hurts to spend your friday and saterday nights watching TV when you know that there all out there having fun.
i miss them so much. why cant they see that?
thanksgiving break came and went. winterbreak is almost over, youd think someone would have called me up or visted me.
priscilla and melizza live like 5 blocks away from me. i didnt even get a merry christmas. jessicas been down, she hasnt even called.
so much for the holidays bringing people together.
id call, but the thing is im tired of being rejected, for a long time i always called and never got a response back. im tired of it
am i really such a bad person?
why dont they like me?
im so tired of being alone