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When I have crushes, my emotions in regard to said crush are cut into three parts. One part is thinking the guy in question is just the awesomest guy ever and I am giddy and excited because we are so obviously digging each other and YAY. The second part is complete ambivalence--I wonder why I think he's so great, and I am generally disinterested. I observe all his faults and figure that the pay-off can't possibly be worth putting up with his imperfections. The third part is extremely low self esteem, in which I am absolutely certain that surely I could not possibly attract him (even if I am still thinking he might not be all that great, but usually at this point, I am thinking he is amazing again) and even if I could attract him, I certainly couldn't hold his attention and just OH GOD SPAZ!
So that's just an update on how I've been doing for the past couple weeks. It's not exactly an equal division of time (in fact, last night I rapid-cycled through all three phases multiple times in just a few hours), but it is incredibly hilarious to watch. It's one of those "train wreck" situations.
Today was my last day at work. My boss was so sweet. Unfortunately, I spent a large part of the afternoon listening to jazz on my iPod and feeling sexually frustrated, and thus I was in bit of a daze when I said my goodbyes, which is a shame. What a bizarre sort of a Wednesday. I blame it on the fact that my breakfast was cold. How dare you, Bruegger's. I paid a few whole dollars for that sammich!
How is tomorrow already Thursday? Just when I need time to slow down a little, it starts passing too quickly. Laws of physics, you and I are going to have some words later on.
Tomorrow is step one in an ongoing process which may or may not culminate in panic.
So that's just an update on how I've been doing for the past couple weeks. It's not exactly an equal division of time (in fact, last night I rapid-cycled through all three phases multiple times in just a few hours), but it is incredibly hilarious to watch. It's one of those "train wreck" situations.
Today was my last day at work. My boss was so sweet. Unfortunately, I spent a large part of the afternoon listening to jazz on my iPod and feeling sexually frustrated, and thus I was in bit of a daze when I said my goodbyes, which is a shame. What a bizarre sort of a Wednesday. I blame it on the fact that my breakfast was cold. How dare you, Bruegger's. I paid a few whole dollars for that sammich!
How is tomorrow already Thursday? Just when I need time to slow down a little, it starts passing too quickly. Laws of physics, you and I are going to have some words later on.
Tomorrow is step one in an ongoing process which may or may not culminate in panic.