Aug 03, 2005 13:04
alright i think i've calmed down from all the recent excitement. I tell ya what though, those CC kids exhaust me! love them to death i just wish i could be the babysitter and not the teacher. they're so young htat its hard for them to discern when a teacher goes from friend role to disciplinarian role, so from what i've seen we pretty much have to stay in disciplinarian mode all the time. whihc is fine because i've also seen that kids love you more if you give them boundries than if you just play best friend all the time. but really i just wanna hug and kiss and play wiht the kids. at least with primary i can be both friend and teacher. i can't believe i'm leaving soon. oh well, back to farmville. sandi will be doing her wedding thing and we might have blake some more but i'll be with daniel and michelle and brandy and thats good for me too. AND i get a bunch of new kids to hug when i start my new job. so i suppose i'm hopeful and anxious at hte same time.
OH and in case my last entry suggested otherwise, Daniel and I are fine. I was not concerned whether my future with him was stable so much as i was concerned as to whether we together could be stable in things like money, job security, ability to raise kids, ability to settle in one place for a long time etc. the stability issue is not with the relationship but with all the other important crap. its gonna be a crazy ride.
As for this up coming semester, i've already planned to get more organized. I have plastic drawers for the bathroom so all of us girls can keep our make up and hair stuff organized. I have a computer hutch to hold things on over top of my desk this semester. I have plastic drawers for under my bed so that i can keep my shoes out from the middle of the floor. i am going to have a strict schedule of when i do homework and other things such as that. ...i give it a week.
anyway break is near over so i'm out!
katie