Recently
Time for a proper update, me thinks.
Working seven days a week
Well, sorta. I'm at college during the week and am now working sixteen hours at the weekend at Sainsbury's. I don't mind the work so much but I hate having no lie in at the weekend and not being able to go out on Friday night as I work in the morning. It's also part of the reason I broke up with Russ (well, got dumped).
Bad back
I've had a bad back for about five months now. Not sure what the deal is but the doctor doesn't care. It's not causing intense pain so I'm not getting desperate, but every now and then it does get very painful and I've been taking too many pills. I'm working on my crap posture so I'll see how that goes.
Broken up with Russ
Yes, he dumped me on the first. Apparently he's decided he doesn't want anything long-term and with me working at the weekends and him living twenty miles away we could only see eachother on Satuday nights and it was all very meh. He wants to be friends but I think I need to stay away from him for a while. When I was with him I wasn't sure what I felt for him but now I feel terrible and really miss him. I'm not sure whether I feel like this cos I actually like him in 'that way' or if it's just cos that was my first adult relationship. We'll see.
Really not ready for exams
Arghhhh!!!! Physics exam on Friday and then some more next week. I just don't know what I'm doing. Really. I think I got a bit cocky because I did quite well last year so I haven't tried as hard this year. Big mistake but, besides freaking out, I still can't find the motivation. I'm doing bits of half-arsed revision every day but I'm not sure it's sticking. Eeeeep!!!!!
In general
Tired. Lonely and back on the anti-depressants. Life is much fun. Sure I'll feel better come summer thouigh. Xx.
Working seven days a week
Well, sorta. I'm at college during the week and am now working sixteen hours at the weekend at Sainsbury's. I don't mind the work so much but I hate having no lie in at the weekend and not being able to go out on Friday night as I work in the morning. It's also part of the reason I broke up with Russ (well, got dumped).
Bad back
I've had a bad back for about five months now. Not sure what the deal is but the doctor doesn't care. It's not causing intense pain so I'm not getting desperate, but every now and then it does get very painful and I've been taking too many pills. I'm working on my crap posture so I'll see how that goes.
Broken up with Russ
Yes, he dumped me on the first. Apparently he's decided he doesn't want anything long-term and with me working at the weekends and him living twenty miles away we could only see eachother on Satuday nights and it was all very meh. He wants to be friends but I think I need to stay away from him for a while. When I was with him I wasn't sure what I felt for him but now I feel terrible and really miss him. I'm not sure whether I feel like this cos I actually like him in 'that way' or if it's just cos that was my first adult relationship. We'll see.
Really not ready for exams
Arghhhh!!!! Physics exam on Friday and then some more next week. I just don't know what I'm doing. Really. I think I got a bit cocky because I did quite well last year so I haven't tried as hard this year. Big mistake but, besides freaking out, I still can't find the motivation. I'm doing bits of half-arsed revision every day but I'm not sure it's sticking. Eeeeep!!!!!
In general
Tired. Lonely and back on the anti-depressants. Life is much fun. Sure I'll feel better come summer thouigh. Xx.