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SURPRISE BIPOLAR.
SO, I've been on Paxil for a few months, and it has been an awful experience. I've been up all night, having weird mood swings, having horrible panic attacks, and just everything under the sun that is bad that can happen. I got my appointment moved up to today, even though I was supposed to be on it for another month. BUT, since my Agoraphobia has gotten really bad, and I missed enough school in the first three weeks to have to withdraw, they finally decided I could come in and see my doctor.
After telling her about how bad things have been, she said it sounds like my brain isn't regulating chemicals, and that is why the Paxil affected me that way. She said I COULD be bipolar. She wasn't formally diagnosing me, just saying it was a possibility. She said specifically: "You're at the age where these things can just pop up!" I wasn't aware that being bipolar just suddenly popped up, thanks to Paxil, but okay! I'm going to start Seroquel tomorrow, and hopefully it won't do anything weird to me. And hopefully I won't feel so depressed anymore.
Also, I am considering replaying Tales of the Abyss, AND the first Kingdom Hearts. I think I am over my irrational dislike of KH, and I really did like the first one. Our Satellite service isn't working on our side of the house for whatever reason, so I am missing out on pretty much every TV show I like, since the other half of the house has messed up air conditioning. I have to choose between a cool temperature and no TV, or sweating and getting to watch tv when the tv isn't being used by anyone else. Fff.
Anyway, until then MY BODY IS READY
FOR INTERGALACTIC TRAVEL.
DCU Online is wonderful, and I got star skin, and The Flash lives in the police locker room. 8D
SO, I've been on Paxil for a few months, and it has been an awful experience. I've been up all night, having weird mood swings, having horrible panic attacks, and just everything under the sun that is bad that can happen. I got my appointment moved up to today, even though I was supposed to be on it for another month. BUT, since my Agoraphobia has gotten really bad, and I missed enough school in the first three weeks to have to withdraw, they finally decided I could come in and see my doctor.
After telling her about how bad things have been, she said it sounds like my brain isn't regulating chemicals, and that is why the Paxil affected me that way. She said I COULD be bipolar. She wasn't formally diagnosing me, just saying it was a possibility. She said specifically: "You're at the age where these things can just pop up!" I wasn't aware that being bipolar just suddenly popped up, thanks to Paxil, but okay! I'm going to start Seroquel tomorrow, and hopefully it won't do anything weird to me. And hopefully I won't feel so depressed anymore.
Also, I am considering replaying Tales of the Abyss, AND the first Kingdom Hearts. I think I am over my irrational dislike of KH, and I really did like the first one. Our Satellite service isn't working on our side of the house for whatever reason, so I am missing out on pretty much every TV show I like, since the other half of the house has messed up air conditioning. I have to choose between a cool temperature and no TV, or sweating and getting to watch tv when the tv isn't being used by anyone else. Fff.
Anyway, until then MY BODY IS READY
FOR INTERGALACTIC TRAVEL.
DCU Online is wonderful, and I got star skin, and The Flash lives in the police locker room. 8D