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Life goes on and on and on constantly telling you just how mortal you are.
And so you go on and on telling yourself it will be alright. Or at least i do.
I try to find the light in all dark situation. Though my colors chosen here have a bearing on a dark and somewhat violent nature. Maybe. Truthfully. Im a pretty sensitive person and i get really fed up from time to time. Which then bursts into violent loud aggression and silent discreet crying. Sadness. Yes truthfully. I am not always happy. Though i rarely get in a truelly depressed mood. I get there. Most of you who see this might think i have life figured out for myself. Or i might be a quack. Dont be alarmed. These are just musings from myself. Take them as they are. Outward thinking. I have no quotes from other people because i dont want to learn other peopls words. I learned most of my lessons in life from life itself. The master of teaching you the way of life. Dont look to people for answers. only suggestions. For we all are truelly nothing more than a bunch of wandering people trying to find our way.
Some have found it. Some never will. I have found what truelly matters. To me at least. I dunno about what she thinks on the subject matter. Or even if she believes me most of the time. But at least i tell her and leave it to her to decide whats good for herself in her own opinion. I have tried to make her happy. And i want only whats best for her. And we wish to be together and have made dedication. So its there to last and till the end regardless of outside opinion or objection. Because wether other people. The naysayers. Realise that their word means about jack in our decisions and personal matters.
A healthy relationship some people say. Has lust tied in. Maybe they are right. But the whole point is maybe. Maybe is not for certain and personally i dont want to dick everything into a whole mess. That and the stigma attached is starting to wear a little on my concious. I feel i have made a decision that is better. And far more healthy.
They say the best action is prevention. But prevention is a difficult thing. The best action in some matters really is no action. this is one where lust should apply to no action.
onwards to my next subject
Being petty. To damned many people for their own good take things that are miniscule in size to the extreme and max. This is balatant stupidity. Being petty is taking cheap shots and nailing a person for an almost unjust reason
onwards and onwards we go. Quite the ride into my mind we have taken today.
So. Im not shure if everyone is going to enjoy reading this. but im doing this to say some things i feel i just wanted to say.
Daily sayings from me: Slow down. Turn to life and say "Hello. Lets try to get along from now on". Be as humble as humanly possible. Cuz it can get worse
this would be the 3rd one today
And so you go on and on telling yourself it will be alright. Or at least i do.
I try to find the light in all dark situation. Though my colors chosen here have a bearing on a dark and somewhat violent nature. Maybe. Truthfully. Im a pretty sensitive person and i get really fed up from time to time. Which then bursts into violent loud aggression and silent discreet crying. Sadness. Yes truthfully. I am not always happy. Though i rarely get in a truelly depressed mood. I get there. Most of you who see this might think i have life figured out for myself. Or i might be a quack. Dont be alarmed. These are just musings from myself. Take them as they are. Outward thinking. I have no quotes from other people because i dont want to learn other peopls words. I learned most of my lessons in life from life itself. The master of teaching you the way of life. Dont look to people for answers. only suggestions. For we all are truelly nothing more than a bunch of wandering people trying to find our way.
Some have found it. Some never will. I have found what truelly matters. To me at least. I dunno about what she thinks on the subject matter. Or even if she believes me most of the time. But at least i tell her and leave it to her to decide whats good for herself in her own opinion. I have tried to make her happy. And i want only whats best for her. And we wish to be together and have made dedication. So its there to last and till the end regardless of outside opinion or objection. Because wether other people. The naysayers. Realise that their word means about jack in our decisions and personal matters.
A healthy relationship some people say. Has lust tied in. Maybe they are right. But the whole point is maybe. Maybe is not for certain and personally i dont want to dick everything into a whole mess. That and the stigma attached is starting to wear a little on my concious. I feel i have made a decision that is better. And far more healthy.
They say the best action is prevention. But prevention is a difficult thing. The best action in some matters really is no action. this is one where lust should apply to no action.
onwards to my next subject
Being petty. To damned many people for their own good take things that are miniscule in size to the extreme and max. This is balatant stupidity. Being petty is taking cheap shots and nailing a person for an almost unjust reason
onwards and onwards we go. Quite the ride into my mind we have taken today.
So. Im not shure if everyone is going to enjoy reading this. but im doing this to say some things i feel i just wanted to say.
Daily sayings from me: Slow down. Turn to life and say "Hello. Lets try to get along from now on". Be as humble as humanly possible. Cuz it can get worse
this would be the 3rd one today