Jul 01, 2007 03:39
I had one of my crazy ass super real stress dreams again.
My budy Cory's company decided to get a reunion with all these cousins from Nathan's family, at my aunt's house (which for whatever reason, wasn't her house, it wasthis huge house in which the 25 people who came were able to get their own room). And I ended up in a romance with one of 'em, and then that got found out. and one of the people who brought them is like SHE'S YOUR COUSIN, and for whatever reason my dream me didn't even connect that, no she's not. The people who brought 'em thought I was Nathan's brother. And I freaked out, and it really hurt her, and she ran away crying. And then my dream self realized that she wasn't related to me after all. and then as I'm trying to get my contact info out to everyone while they're about to leave I'm standing in the car, trying to right down my information, and the guy driving that car of 4 of them (for whatever reason it was a ton of cars instead of a giant bus) started driving like crazy. and I'm standing on the edge of the door, holding on to the roof for dear life, and I'm taunting him I'm like "you're gonna lose your door!" and he's like No I'm not, watch this!" and starts doing crazy ass donuts to knock me away, and everyone else gets outo f the car somehow, and I get this crazy strength and use the momentum of oneo f the turns to flip the car over and it kills the guy who happened to be my uncle driving it for some reason (super strange dream). And then as all the cousin's are lined up to get in a bus because of this, I'm trying to get my info to the girl, and one of the other cousins' is like "she's really hurt right now, you shouldn't press it." but he agreed to make sure she got the info, and then I'm trying to write my info down before the bus gets there, and my pen keeps dying and every person who gives me a pen, that pen dies. And then the bus gets there and they leave before I can write it down. And then I woke up
I woke up with this crazy ass feeling of incredible loneliness, there were other events in the dream (I percieved a month passing by.) But they weren't that important and the details are quickly becoming fuzzy, they just built the realism of the dream.