hey i've got nothing to do today but smile
i think i am spending a rather unhealthy amount of time on lj, but it keeps me from going crazy and making everyone else listen to my each and every bother. words are harder to ignore. also, for some reason i feel its just as lame to write in a real journal. and it is keeping me from writting bad poems. i don't like when i don't know...
but at least my worries are few and lighter now. i watched catdog today before class and talked to thor for a minute. sesame bagels make everything better. i hate the people in philosophy they're seriously either stupid or just assholes. cal and saygan came to my room today. we watched a whole lot of movies and just basically chilled and wrestled around. some days i just don't like people, and don't feel like putting forth the effort to socialize or be friendly. today was not one of those days. tomorrow won't be either.
i am going to fail french. i didn't study at all. i am not going to get my hopes up. underline last sentence. i am absolutely convinced that i'll never know how to check the air in my tires. it always has and always will. i'm reading the sun also rises for what must be the sixth time by now. i have several other good books i haven't gotten to, but i just really want to read this one. it always makes me feel better. i pre-ordered wow-out and (!!!!) got mp3s from the live show at the palace...this makes me happier than life itself.
looking back, i see a lot of things i missed before. but last time i decided it wasn't worth looking. so i guess it figures. there's nothing i can do to change what has already been said and done. comfort is spare change when you need it most. well. what else can i say? i keep my headphones on.
i got into an argument about music today that actually ended productively. this makes me happy. i still have to figure out what i'm doing / will be for halloween. i have a few ideas... the simplest things make me happy again. today i peeled an orange in one fluid movement and in two whole piecse of rind. i've been trying to do that for years. tonight i will dream about the stars when i was a kid in the backseat, stayin awake on a long drive to be sure that my mother didn't crash the car. i actually used to think that. it doesn't even seem strange to me.
today was a good day.
but at least my worries are few and lighter now. i watched catdog today before class and talked to thor for a minute. sesame bagels make everything better. i hate the people in philosophy they're seriously either stupid or just assholes. cal and saygan came to my room today. we watched a whole lot of movies and just basically chilled and wrestled around. some days i just don't like people, and don't feel like putting forth the effort to socialize or be friendly. today was not one of those days. tomorrow won't be either.
i am going to fail french. i didn't study at all. i am not going to get my hopes up. underline last sentence. i am absolutely convinced that i'll never know how to check the air in my tires. it always has and always will. i'm reading the sun also rises for what must be the sixth time by now. i have several other good books i haven't gotten to, but i just really want to read this one. it always makes me feel better. i pre-ordered wow-out and (!!!!) got mp3s from the live show at the palace...this makes me happier than life itself.
looking back, i see a lot of things i missed before. but last time i decided it wasn't worth looking. so i guess it figures. there's nothing i can do to change what has already been said and done. comfort is spare change when you need it most. well. what else can i say? i keep my headphones on.
i got into an argument about music today that actually ended productively. this makes me happy. i still have to figure out what i'm doing / will be for halloween. i have a few ideas... the simplest things make me happy again. today i peeled an orange in one fluid movement and in two whole piecse of rind. i've been trying to do that for years. tonight i will dream about the stars when i was a kid in the backseat, stayin awake on a long drive to be sure that my mother didn't crash the car. i actually used to think that. it doesn't even seem strange to me.
today was a good day.