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#7:
well i mean come on. yesterday was christmas. it was all generally a happy time. even one of my mom's PT friends who was over told me when she left that i "look so happy". i think that is funny because the last time she saw me i was in the emergency room at her hospital with a dislocated shoulder and i was missing prom... so yeah, i was happier. aanyway i am sososo happy it is over and my mom can stop going house-cleaning crazy because we were having people over. the thing that made me the happpiest was probably not feeling that empty "there are no more presents for ME" feeling that i used to get a lot. i mean i guess that means i growed up, but i'm glad i can be thankful for what i have and not be so greedy.
I got some good scores on my SAT subject tests. now i just have to pay my application fees and im almost finished with this hell!
today is shopping with my mom and using up gift cards from last christmas, then seeing megan and attempting to make her feel better. although she really just wants to do a bunch of drugs to feel better... maybe we'll compromise.
well i mean come on. yesterday was christmas. it was all generally a happy time. even one of my mom's PT friends who was over told me when she left that i "look so happy". i think that is funny because the last time she saw me i was in the emergency room at her hospital with a dislocated shoulder and i was missing prom... so yeah, i was happier. aanyway i am sososo happy it is over and my mom can stop going house-cleaning crazy because we were having people over. the thing that made me the happpiest was probably not feeling that empty "there are no more presents for ME" feeling that i used to get a lot. i mean i guess that means i growed up, but i'm glad i can be thankful for what i have and not be so greedy.
I got some good scores on my SAT subject tests. now i just have to pay my application fees and im almost finished with this hell!
today is shopping with my mom and using up gift cards from last christmas, then seeing megan and attempting to make her feel better. although she really just wants to do a bunch of drugs to feel better... maybe we'll compromise.