more bullshit
so I was completely celibate from May 3, 2008 until February 26, 2009. 10 months of celibacy. I just threw it away. Don't get me wrong, Sara is a badass girl, but she plays as many mind games as any other woman. I fuckin knew better, I never should have made myself vulnerable to her. Because now I'm just her one time drunken fling that she can tease whenever. Regardless of the fact that I fall more and more for her everyday. Oh, and my insomnia is comming back. I haven't had more than 4 hours of sleep a night for the last week. Hopefully, by trhe end of May, I'll have moved out to Soldotna. Maybe I'll get sometime to collect my thoughts and get over Sara. Even though I'm sure that will take months. Fuck my life.