(no subject)
It seems like i've known you for
forever, the truth is i've known
you for only a couple of months.
Regardless of that matter, we've
been through alot. Backstabbing
each other by hooking up, and
leading each others crushes to
ways where we would end up
hating each other. We're a test for
one another, testing our abilities on
how we can survive in this fucked up
world. 8th grade is a piece of shit
and it's only the beginning of how
screwed up our lives will be. But that's
only 'cause we're living life. We're so
young but we know we're not. All
those nerds who get A's and stuff
their just being retarded and trying to
get a good future. The only future a
normal person can get is to experience
the real present of our reality. This way
we know how to handle what's ahead,
they, unfortunately, DO NOT. If I can
tell you one thing, it would be that i'm
here for you. No matter what. Even if
i am a million miles away, i'm right their.
We're both normal, dieting and forcing
ourselves to vomit until we've lost the
last calorie in us. We're just growing up
realizing what fucking idiots we are.
We got high together, many times, and
we lost so many brain cells together..
You trust me alot more than you trust
your friends you've known longer be
cause it's me. It's not them. Theirs a
special bond between us and no one
can fucking take it away. I can fucking
run away right now and cry to you. You
listen to me. Even when you don't, you
look at me and care. Only you can take
away what's their because you know
about me. I have the confidence in you
that I will have in know one else. ever.
if something were to go on, it would be
you that I think about. it's you who kno
ws what causes my problems because
you have all the clues that lead up to it.
we've only known each other for about
a couple of months and already we've
been through so much shit together that
we're gonna go through so much more
we can just call this the end of the begin
ning and the start to the center of where
we grow, and we expand our knowledge
of FUCKING STUPIDITY. only you under
stand me and this makes you what i need
to have in my life at this time. i can cry &
you can understand. i will cut myself and
you will do the same. we're two of the same
people who share no resemblance what
soever. jealousy can come between us and
we can hate each other so much. but, we'll
always have something special between
us because we've been through alot and
what i wrote here today will never leave
our heads. all it just did was make you
remember how good we both have it to
be best friends.
i love you now, i love you forever.
you've just unlocked a door to my heart
and it'll never close.
to: b.m.
<3
---soph <3
forever, the truth is i've known
you for only a couple of months.
Regardless of that matter, we've
been through alot. Backstabbing
each other by hooking up, and
leading each others crushes to
ways where we would end up
hating each other. We're a test for
one another, testing our abilities on
how we can survive in this fucked up
world. 8th grade is a piece of shit
and it's only the beginning of how
screwed up our lives will be. But that's
only 'cause we're living life. We're so
young but we know we're not. All
those nerds who get A's and stuff
their just being retarded and trying to
get a good future. The only future a
normal person can get is to experience
the real present of our reality. This way
we know how to handle what's ahead,
they, unfortunately, DO NOT. If I can
tell you one thing, it would be that i'm
here for you. No matter what. Even if
i am a million miles away, i'm right their.
We're both normal, dieting and forcing
ourselves to vomit until we've lost the
last calorie in us. We're just growing up
realizing what fucking idiots we are.
We got high together, many times, and
we lost so many brain cells together..
You trust me alot more than you trust
your friends you've known longer be
cause it's me. It's not them. Theirs a
special bond between us and no one
can fucking take it away. I can fucking
run away right now and cry to you. You
listen to me. Even when you don't, you
look at me and care. Only you can take
away what's their because you know
about me. I have the confidence in you
that I will have in know one else. ever.
if something were to go on, it would be
you that I think about. it's you who kno
ws what causes my problems because
you have all the clues that lead up to it.
we've only known each other for about
a couple of months and already we've
been through so much shit together that
we're gonna go through so much more
we can just call this the end of the begin
ning and the start to the center of where
we grow, and we expand our knowledge
of FUCKING STUPIDITY. only you under
stand me and this makes you what i need
to have in my life at this time. i can cry &
you can understand. i will cut myself and
you will do the same. we're two of the same
people who share no resemblance what
soever. jealousy can come between us and
we can hate each other so much. but, we'll
always have something special between
us because we've been through alot and
what i wrote here today will never leave
our heads. all it just did was make you
remember how good we both have it to
be best friends.
i love you now, i love you forever.
you've just unlocked a door to my heart
and it'll never close.
to: b.m.
<3
---soph <3