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so the morning went ok. got up, got dressed, the whole nine. feeling kind of tired. last night i did the whole spend hours drumming deal, but it happened after i got my hepatitus shot, so i had no real energy. Feelin worried about things.i worry for steve, because i know hes going through tough times, and i cant really be there to help him as much as i would if i could. Steve=great people, and it bothers me to see him struggle. im worried about myself going about this girl Ally. i just hope i dont really fuck it up. i talk to her a lot, and hang with her after school. i really try to take josh/andrews advice to just be yourself, and i believe that can work. still, being in a relationship like the b/f g/f thing is something that i would love to have with her. hopefully it would last, but i remember what josh said, that went something like, "dont plan the future and expect everything to last and be perfect, cause it might not. and dont think like, ok, the relationship has started, and its going to end soon. just enjoy the time you have and let things go. It may or may not last, but let things take its course" like, if it happened, it really would kind of top off my life. like when people ask how my day is going, instead of saying oh, its dragging, or meh, i would say that things are just great man, thanks for asking. its something like that.
i just rambled on and i wont read whats been typed because ill try to fix stuff and not say what i wanted to say, (reason if it doesnt make sense)
but yeah, things would be good.
Outside of those worries, things have been good. i think josh is doing alright with things, even though things are sucking. i plan to be there for whatever he needs, and try to help him in whatever way i can. Alyssa seems at least alright since last ive seen her. I hope shes ok anyway. it seems andrew is doing ok right now. Eric seems to be doing better in his new store, mike is getting out a bit more even though hes still hanging on to his nostalgia of Adri. The band is doing well, with eric M. now on bass and Kev getting up to date on parts. oh shit, speaking of doing well, im getting a job at Gamestop. Whoop!ya, so, things arent sucking really. im just worried about keeping it that way i guess.
i just rambled on and i wont read whats been typed because ill try to fix stuff and not say what i wanted to say, (reason if it doesnt make sense)
but yeah, things would be good.
Outside of those worries, things have been good. i think josh is doing alright with things, even though things are sucking. i plan to be there for whatever he needs, and try to help him in whatever way i can. Alyssa seems at least alright since last ive seen her. I hope shes ok anyway. it seems andrew is doing ok right now. Eric seems to be doing better in his new store, mike is getting out a bit more even though hes still hanging on to his nostalgia of Adri. The band is doing well, with eric M. now on bass and Kev getting up to date on parts. oh shit, speaking of doing well, im getting a job at Gamestop. Whoop!ya, so, things arent sucking really. im just worried about keeping it that way i guess.