Jan 19, 2004 10:46
I've become a tea fanatic all of a sudden. My lust for coffee is still there, mind you, but I have a new found respect for tea, especially green tea with brown suger and a orange slice. mmmmm
Last night was interesting, as usual. Some of us went to Gabe's for a chill session. I felt bad because almost right away I flipped on Matt and Nick for making some of their all too familiar Sylvester comments. I really only felt bad for yelling at Matt though, Nick I could careless about in that area. Don't get me wrong, I love him dearly, but Matt knows when to stop (and I promptly appolgized to him after yelling some ridiculous insults at him) and Nick just uses the excuse "I know I'm a flaming asshole, that's just who I am." That bugs me, because he's not, he just likes to take the easy way out.
Whatever, I'm not going to get pissed off about that now.
During the course of last night, Matt, Riviere, Andrew and I ended up in the room behind Gabe's stairs for one of our heart to heart conversations. Now, in the group, this happens all the time, but people got upset that we went to have a conversation and when they went to listen to what we were saying through the door, they heard some names mentioned and figured that we were just bad talking them. After Austin walked in and tried to 'fix' things, Riviere changed the subject. THe four of us talked about how the group really is beginning to fall apart. We've kind of just taken a lot of what we've had together for granted I guess. Plus, new people keep coming in (which isn't always bad). I think that the biggest thing is that a lot of us are changing personality wise. I think since we've been together so long that thats something that we didn't expect to effect everything so much. I know that to some extent I didn't think it would. Plus, now people are starting to 'have problems' with eachother. All in all, i think that to some extent, it makes things interesting. I mean, we can still all sit around together and chill and whatnot and put whatever shit we have with eachother aside.
I dunno
It's stupid
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