This is self-centered. But fuck yeah I deserve it.
For the first time since the 5th grade, I am finally beggining to understand the feeling of power and self-control that comes with confidence. I look back to the lowest low just six months ago to now. I no longer chase pointlessly after lame guys. I no longer feel the need to kiss boys just to prove that I am desired. I no longer hate my body for being what it is. Instead, my college experience includes raising the standards for guys, which, as it turns out, is not impossible to be met. Kissing boys because I desire them, and sometimes that means no kissing (better than empty kissing). Exercising because I love the feeling of being physically fit. Overall, I'm still a work in progress. But my God, I even have game now!