May 31, 2004 15:52
so last weekend was way over the top too much for me. it made me realize why i dislike/don't understand muchh of the highschool population. it made me realize that most of what they are doing in my mind is so not satisfying, in anyway for example:
people traipse off into the middle of nowhere... oh yeah so much fun when it is dark out and there are misquitose everywhere
they drink nasty beer (well at least in my opinion it is nasty) just to get drunk, half the time throwing up in the bushes, and the other half avioding parents or cops, just to wake up the next morning not to remember anything at all. please someone explain to me why people find this at all enjoyable. it seems almost like the antithesis of fun to me but what ever, it is the little things like that that are just so over my head that i don't enjoy "the high school experience" half the time i sit wondering how the hell i ended up hanging out with the people i do. i must have had to much exposure to this type of person this weekend i didn't even mean to write about this in general.
what i really wanted to write about was going to blockbuster in my PJs have the guy crack up laughing when he looked at what i was renting (sex and the city) and i was like "huh?" and the guy looked at me and says "i should have known that a girl coming into blockbuster in her pajama's would only rent this." and im thinking alright what is this guy cracked out on and just said "well thanx." by that point i was feeling a bit wierd because my freind gave me cough medicine, and too much of it so i was feelin a little out of my head. went home and watched two episodes and went to bed. that show is absolutly hilarious by the way.
and on friday i babysat for such a cute little baby with courtney, minus the fact that my arms were sore the next day it was a fiarly relaxing night, the baby went to sleep and court and i sat and made fun of all the trashy magazines that were around to read.
and i went to lunch with my little brother. i love that kid. he is so wierd! anyways it was good to acctually spend some time with him, don't ahve much time for that anymore.
my cold is slowly going away. so good for that. i acctully slept fairly well last night. oh welll back to my paper that doesn't make any sense or have any form of insight in it what so ever. ehhhhhhhhhhhh why can't we write papers on something that acctually has some ideas in it that could trigger me to write something that makes sense!
ciao
~Steph