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hey new semester is really awesome..i finally have a class with rachel...i can eat lunch when ever......some people have helped me figure out life like in the past 3 days.....i wasnt expecting it....like the realization was very strange.....things are going good for me....my moms having a baby in like a week or two....crazyyyyyyyyyyy.....people are living a fad its alright tho.....fads come and go its cool.....stay true blue...to yourself....to me or whoever.....its all you can do.....i need to say sorry to a few kids....i think you know who you are...i dont want to drop any names....like i said things are going good....but at the same time its insane.....there is alot going on in my life....when my brother comes....life will change so much....for the better....everything is always for the best...it all depends on how you look at it.....it may not seem like it but trust me it is...its crazy..you have to stop and look at things...life moves by so fast...when my brother is this age i will have my own life my own faimly my own house....even in the near future...college...my own place....wow....ive had some mixed emoitions latley...sorry if i took out any thing on you....all i can do is say sorry......i need to go out soon to get a notebook for art....i dont want to...its really cold....i wonder if anyone will even read this.......or if this was just to take up time.....in life we find things we enjoy to take up timne before we die.....its wierd we are born...then learn of death...we live just to know that we die....i really try to be good to you...i try to do everything i can for you.....just to like know...and take comfort in you, your smile....its a nice feeling...to be with you...even if its not that long....even if i know its only for a half hour or whatever it is....love mike garde