the end of the world....
i seriously think the end of the world is near.. bad shit is happening all around.. after i talked to jessy last week, i was extremely happy about making ammends with her.. and i thought everything was going to be good.. but then she read my well arent you just a fucking ray of sunshine... post about meagan and i.. and she mistook the 5/29/04 (the haunt show) as when meagan and i professed our love for one another.. when in reality, that was the first day we ever talked to eachother.. and she took as "he was in love with her while he was still dating me.. i meant nothing.. etc.." so now she feels like shit.. and i feel like shit for making her feel like shit.. gah.. what the fuck? why do i always get myself into situations that could be easily avoided with some less vague wording?