Back from Europe
Europe was fun. I'm just not up to telling how it went at the moment. I turned 17 in another country. Whoop dee doo. It was fun I guess. I'm supposed to celebrate saturday and go car shopping soon. I'm not really excited much. I'm trapped feeling dull and bored. No guys that I know hang out with me. No offense to any of the girls that I know, but there's something that happens during junior and senior year that makes you all go insane. If there's a way we could hang out with out you getting the idea that I could be hitting on you, then maybe. Grrrr. I really don't want to put up with any more drama. There was a lot of it during Europe. I need to hang out with someone who can be my best friend who is not a woman. I am bored and alone and I feel friendless. I hate being abandoned and lonely. I don't want to spend my summer like this. Just writing this entry is depressing enough because there is no one I know of who is on facebook or livejournal who will read this and step into action. If you do, don't dissappoint me. I've been let down too many times. I have felt like this for far to long.