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i just got out of a first period coverage. Five more classes to go, 100 children left to see and i am so sedate. The medicine just keeps me in my chair. Cursing, slurs, pushing and i can barely get out of my seat. i'm so tired, its so hard to face the worlds problems at 8:05 in the morning. i'm just supposed to be teaching about art and i end up talking about so much more. i want to rest, two days is never enought for all those i come in contact with. i need to be nurtured, i'm tired of carrying the torch, i want someone that wants to take care of my needs sometimes...