am i ready for love
The subject of love is overwealming. i am experiencing something i dont understand. I dont know what kind of love i want. do i want a bestfriend, a full time partner, a distant lover. i cant do this. i cant be in another co dependent night mare. What does it mean to be stable? I'm so confused and scared. how many insecurities are too many. when do all those things stop mattering. when are the brown in his eyes enough. how long will my life pass on under the descision ive made. infatuation has no room in my heart anymore. i already feel to old for that. love, commitment, and understanding is how i measure care. the real prolem i face now is distance and limitation. where do i draw the line, where does my overanxious sexuality fit into all of this. why dont the men i meet ever agree with the way i feel two young men should be together.
I need some direction. love jason
I need some direction. love jason