Intoxicated: Drumming my fingers, watching as time passes by.
The clock striked 12 as I stood right in front of the same familiar door.
Waited for 15 mins before I left the message from my cell, more then enough time to let me make my escape.
Basically, to summarise the long and short of it. I went over to leave a present and that's it~
Nothing spectacular, nothing outstanding but yet still perfectly executed.
I am sure you won't want to know what I did for the rest of the day. It's boring. ;)
I thought to myself, if I still wanted to give him what I originally planned before I saw that message. His camping trip had came at a good time since I needed some time to prepare. Initially, I thought that it was a positive sign because he trusted me with his house. How stupid huh?
My original gift was to grow an unruly plant into a bonsai. I always see him treating them so carefully and I thought it was just something easy to do (I mean how difficult can cutting a few leaves and watering be..) but when i really got down to it....I realized that it really needed a lot of time and effort to maintain it. Much like a relationship.
This is how it first looked like when I bought it...luckily it grew fast.
This is what I took as a sample to try and model it into before abandoning it because I felt it was too girly.
So..I changed my mind and tried to salvage it by making it into this or at least a resemblence of it.
And so my handiwork is now sitting on my desk looking like this...all unkempt. I let it grow after all there was no point in pruning it. (P.S: This is not the actual picture, just ignore the bigger heart and imagine it to be the smaller one instead)
Well, so in the end what did I leave outside for a present?
The same type of plant but just different. Maybe I will just give the original one away. It doesn't look much like a circle or a heart anymore anyway. *shrugs* Whatever.
Anyway since I took away the pet, the bonsai should be more then enough to make up for it although I shouldn't need to worry. Since there's someone new anyway. ;D