It has been too long
As I sat reading Peanut's journal I realized how much it helped when I wrote my thoughts down more.
So I went to Toronto, it was nice. I mean honestly there were so many memorable moments and yet for a few days I was focusing on the things that did not go quite right. The friendship that I refused to realize is no longer there, the cancellations and the differences in opinion. Today I decide that those were not the moments I will take forward with me. I take forward the amazing conversations, the beautiful moments and the laughter and fun.
Everyday I have a choice, I can either see life as beautiful or focus on the cracks. The cracks, yes they are there. Hearbreak --> crack. Loss of trust --> crack. Dissapointment --> crack.
Friends --> Beauty. Family --> Beauty. LIFE --> BEAUTY!
I cry when noone is looking and smile and laugh when they are. Today I chose to laugh and smile when only I am looking too.
So I went to Toronto, it was nice. I mean honestly there were so many memorable moments and yet for a few days I was focusing on the things that did not go quite right. The friendship that I refused to realize is no longer there, the cancellations and the differences in opinion. Today I decide that those were not the moments I will take forward with me. I take forward the amazing conversations, the beautiful moments and the laughter and fun.
Everyday I have a choice, I can either see life as beautiful or focus on the cracks. The cracks, yes they are there. Hearbreak --> crack. Loss of trust --> crack. Dissapointment --> crack.
Friends --> Beauty. Family --> Beauty. LIFE --> BEAUTY!
I cry when noone is looking and smile and laugh when they are. Today I chose to laugh and smile when only I am looking too.