So.
I've got something to write about to be honest.
I've been playing lots the last couple of years with few amazing people and I have even been in a BDSM relationship with someone.
I was with a lovely guy named Chris, him and I were together for nearly a year and it was fantastic, lots of fun trips up to Manchester that involved and lots of giggles and good times. I really do apriciate what I had and have with him as he's one of my best friends still and I am just really happy for him that he's in a relationship with a girl that he clearly REALLY likes - Amy is hawt! *whistles loudly*
Besides from my relationship with Chris I've played with a few other people, all who I trust and know that I am safe with, don't worry.
Up until two weeks ago Pete was the only person that was allowed to stab me with needles but Naz is now one out of two that I'd allow do that to me. Ohh, I LOVE needle play! It's nothing short of amazing. I get completely spaced and buzzing from that! I had the most amazing needle-play session with Naz a couple of weeks ago and it really is something I can describe in words. Just A.M.A.Z.I.N.G! Was good to have someone hand to hold as well, Christine and Tyler, thanks to both of you!
Tim is the person that LOVES to make me cry, and he does it so well *grin* Thank you hun. He's probably the only person that can beat me to the edge of me getting furious and then get me to just let go and cry, I do appriciate that... as I don't really get angry and I love the outlet of feelings. Also it's an interesting and nice twist playing with Tim and his partner Nikki sometimes. Space central for me after some intense flogging and some caning! But DAMN I HATE their rubber flogger, I seriously HATE it! It catches all the tender spots WAY too easily!
I've also enjoyed some fine playing with Marc, who is the big bad wolf with awesome claws. He really does know how to use his knives. They send me straight to space central. I do love my sharpies.
But most recently I got to know someone that combines some of the elements that I find most appealing about playing. I get my impact play as well as my sharpies. That well interests me. Got to admit that I had a bit of a moment with myself where I was telling myself off for being way to spontaneous when it came to playing with him. I usually don't do that I'm usually overly careful about people, but sometimes it just feels right, you know?
Anyways, I had some of the best play sessions I've ever had with Tyler he pushed me in more ways then most have and it was interesting to say the least. I like it when people push me mentally and get that I NEED my fix of pain. People that don't stop when I yelp a little or cry, or scream for that matter. Thank you for that Tyler.
At the moment I am very impatiently waiting to visit London again! Only two months now. I know, patience has never been my forté but I REALLY am trying to show SOME patience! I just really want to see my friends again... I know that sounds a bit odd with the fact that I just got back from London about 8 days ago, but this is how I feel.
However I am feeling really comfortable at my new place and that's a good thing I believe.
Anyways, going to pick up a book and read for a bit.
Love, V. xx
I've been playing lots the last couple of years with few amazing people and I have even been in a BDSM relationship with someone.
I was with a lovely guy named Chris, him and I were together for nearly a year and it was fantastic, lots of fun trips up to Manchester that involved and lots of giggles and good times. I really do apriciate what I had and have with him as he's one of my best friends still and I am just really happy for him that he's in a relationship with a girl that he clearly REALLY likes - Amy is hawt! *whistles loudly*
Besides from my relationship with Chris I've played with a few other people, all who I trust and know that I am safe with, don't worry.
Up until two weeks ago Pete was the only person that was allowed to stab me with needles but Naz is now one out of two that I'd allow do that to me. Ohh, I LOVE needle play! It's nothing short of amazing. I get completely spaced and buzzing from that! I had the most amazing needle-play session with Naz a couple of weeks ago and it really is something I can describe in words. Just A.M.A.Z.I.N.G! Was good to have someone hand to hold as well, Christine and Tyler, thanks to both of you!
Tim is the person that LOVES to make me cry, and he does it so well *grin* Thank you hun. He's probably the only person that can beat me to the edge of me getting furious and then get me to just let go and cry, I do appriciate that... as I don't really get angry and I love the outlet of feelings. Also it's an interesting and nice twist playing with Tim and his partner Nikki sometimes. Space central for me after some intense flogging and some caning! But DAMN I HATE their rubber flogger, I seriously HATE it! It catches all the tender spots WAY too easily!
I've also enjoyed some fine playing with Marc, who is the big bad wolf with awesome claws. He really does know how to use his knives. They send me straight to space central. I do love my sharpies.
But most recently I got to know someone that combines some of the elements that I find most appealing about playing. I get my impact play as well as my sharpies. That well interests me. Got to admit that I had a bit of a moment with myself where I was telling myself off for being way to spontaneous when it came to playing with him. I usually don't do that I'm usually overly careful about people, but sometimes it just feels right, you know?
Anyways, I had some of the best play sessions I've ever had with Tyler he pushed me in more ways then most have and it was interesting to say the least. I like it when people push me mentally and get that I NEED my fix of pain. People that don't stop when I yelp a little or cry, or scream for that matter. Thank you for that Tyler.
At the moment I am very impatiently waiting to visit London again! Only two months now. I know, patience has never been my forté but I REALLY am trying to show SOME patience! I just really want to see my friends again... I know that sounds a bit odd with the fact that I just got back from London about 8 days ago, but this is how I feel.
However I am feeling really comfortable at my new place and that's a good thing I believe.
Anyways, going to pick up a book and read for a bit.
Love, V. xx