One of those typical, why me, days.
I hate the idea of going to a Community College in January. I hate it so fucking much because I have to be at CPCC for two years and get an associates before I can even go to a four-year college. I want to go to one now but what fucking college accepts a GED? None, unless you're old. GOD FUCKING DAMNIT.
I went to an East Meck game tonight..... and everyone that I knew before is demanding that I come back. I'd love to but not so I'd have to do two more years there. That'd kill me.... but I know I will miss out on a lot.
My hours at work have changed..... Raven is between a rock and a hard place and she has to give me hours in order to fill in the blank gaps while people are at school.
..... I wonder.... if a college accepted a GED..... could I go next year in August? COULD I? I damn well hope so.
I'm going to California for Spring Break.
I turn seventeen in eleven and a half days. Holy hell. One year closer to being eighteen.
I wish.... that I could go back to last year when I had the chance to make everything right. I wish I still had someone to love right now, and someone to love me back. Everyone I know has always moved on and away from me.... and I figure that'll never stop happening. I also wish that all that I used to know and love..... are being loved right now by someone else. I wish and hope that they are fufilling there dreams and living life to its fullest.
I hope my moms birthday today will get better for her.
I would say 'love to all who have it' but then again.... who even cares that I love them besides a select few? Who even cares that I exist? God today is not a good day.