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It's December now...:-D. I love Christmas so much. Too poor to actually get people presents, but my love goes out to everyone...sort of makes me wish I hadn't gone overboard last year so I wouldn't be so pooor now, lol. Sitting in the computer lab, waiting for the network to start working again, so I can work on my music tech projects, joy upon joys. I miss Auburn, a little. I'll be home around the 18th, people. Reunions of the class of '05 should happen, as well as seeing all my lovely ungraduated people :-P.
So, things are coming to an end at school...it really is quite lovely. Even though I have all these projects, I'm so happy and peaceful. All of this extraneous stuff is temporary, but the love that I share with people at Ithaca College and everywhere else is not :-). I only have finals on Monday and Wednesday, with a piano exam on tuesday. Poetry exam from 7:30-10:00,, Italian from 1:30-4:00 on Monday...sightsinging hearing at 8:16, 10:30 dictation examm, 4:30-7:00 Styles...then I'm free :-D.
I was planning to visit Joe after finals...but I don't know if it is going to happen, or if he even wants to. Im confused about that, to say the least...plus...I've met this other boy. Sigh, he's wonderful...we talk for hours, and it feels like only one. :-D...I'm kind of silly happy right now :-D. So, I need to talk with Joe, at least about how he feels...we're not dating, but I do still care about him...I don't know what to do in that respect. He's been really busy the last couple of weeks, so I understand...but it still feels like he is uninterested. Which...is fine, as long as we remain friends. I do want that friendship, even though it might mean that we're only friends. Giving it some time, and allowing him to decide when we talk...although, I willl probably have to bring up how I feel. Whatever, when it comes it comes. I'm happy with James, and that's a blessing. We have a plan...it involves Boston, urban exploring, and snuggling. It will happen, so we decree :-)
-Ryan
So, things are coming to an end at school...it really is quite lovely. Even though I have all these projects, I'm so happy and peaceful. All of this extraneous stuff is temporary, but the love that I share with people at Ithaca College and everywhere else is not :-). I only have finals on Monday and Wednesday, with a piano exam on tuesday. Poetry exam from 7:30-10:00,, Italian from 1:30-4:00 on Monday...sightsinging hearing at 8:16, 10:30 dictation examm, 4:30-7:00 Styles...then I'm free :-D.
I was planning to visit Joe after finals...but I don't know if it is going to happen, or if he even wants to. Im confused about that, to say the least...plus...I've met this other boy. Sigh, he's wonderful...we talk for hours, and it feels like only one. :-D...I'm kind of silly happy right now :-D. So, I need to talk with Joe, at least about how he feels...we're not dating, but I do still care about him...I don't know what to do in that respect. He's been really busy the last couple of weeks, so I understand...but it still feels like he is uninterested. Which...is fine, as long as we remain friends. I do want that friendship, even though it might mean that we're only friends. Giving it some time, and allowing him to decide when we talk...although, I willl probably have to bring up how I feel. Whatever, when it comes it comes. I'm happy with James, and that's a blessing. We have a plan...it involves Boston, urban exploring, and snuggling. It will happen, so we decree :-)
-Ryan