life
you know no matter how hard i try i just cant figure out how to be normal, i mean yes i agree it is over rated and all but what is it like? i dont think about sex as often as most guys, i dont like to look at thongs, drinking isnt as fun as some people think, i push more girls away than normal guys would, i like the things in my head more than the people talking to me, i like the children at church more than i like their parents, i dont know how to be original, i feel like a giant compilation of all the people i have ever met, i want only the things i cant have then if i get them i dont really want them any more, my humor only makes sense to me and then only in my head, i see things as i think they should be rather than how they are, i act on things the way they are rather than how they should be, i dont know how to share my feelings and dont know how to really be scared ( well except for spiders ), maybe its only in my head that i feel this way, maybe im only seeing things through my filter, or maybe i should just clean it ?