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I miss ballet desperately. If I could just whisk myself away from this life, and I know that sounds selfish and awful, I would be dancing 24/7. Gotta get back somehow, so frustrating that I am unable to do anything for myself right now. Starting up yoga again to stay limber in the meantime, about a half hour on my mat was exactly what I needed. Moving with strength, grace and above all purpose. Aaaah now I am sad :( Part of my soul is still at the barre.